deep eyes , brown iris
captivating, intimidating
funny, jolly and lovely
but im sorrysorry for not holding on
may i tell you the reason?
I'm coward, and
afraid to look forwardim also hurt for what i did
can you forgive?
the moment's we shared
memories i caredI asked for forgivess
And happy moments came back
But then you tried to get back
And im hurt so muchYou say sorry
and its funny
Cause fuck, im not fine
atleast were quits, i thoughtWe tried again once
gave each other a chance
but again it didn't work
We stoppedWe saw each other
memories flashed back
and damn feelings are back
how can you do that?Again, you made your move
but damn, you have a girl
you two broke up
and your fucking friends laughedi didn't say a word
i stay away
keeping my feelings
by myselfNow you're happy i guess
and im happy for you
i just need clarification
to move onlet's not forget
the happiness
the secret moments
and genuine feelingsgoodbye🙂
Written: April 8, 2020
(I sent this to him actually😂)
-kinda regretted hahaha