Soulmates (Ruikasa)

chapter 7: problems

hi so i will announce something first, because later i will have an exam for a week so i won't upload new chapters for a week, i will upload 2 chapters for now, i will continue the chapter when the exam is over.

tsukasa POV:
Yesterday I met Rui on the beach, I immediately tried to avoid him, I don't want to hear him say hurtful things to me again.

I woke up at 5 in the morning, I took my cellphone and saw notifications from my teacher and classmates. my classmates all worried about me and asked me to go to college today and my teacher also asked me to go to college.

fine... I think I have to go to college today, I just really don't want to see Rui.

I got up from my bed and started getting ready, after I finished I went straight to the train station and ordered tickets.
(At college)
I entered the building and was immediately noticed by many students.
"ehh?! tsukasa you go to college today!"
"Hey Tsukasa!"
"pls bro where have you been"
"class is boring without you..."
"hi guys! hehe sorry I didn't come to college for 3 days I just had some family business"
(i lied)

After a short chat with my friends, I went to class. I can see Rui who is sitting in his chair looking at the window. I'll just ignore it.

I sat in my chair and started to take out some notebooks because class was about to start.

Rui POV:
While I was thinking about some things while looking at the window I heard the sound of a chair I turned towards the source of the sound and it was Tsukasa! he went to college today. this is my chance to apologize to him and this time i wont let him escape from me.

I decided to apologize when I got home from college because Tsukasa would definitely eat with his friends at lunch later.

timeskip
(After college)
Okay, it's time to apologize to Tsukasa.
I waited in front of the exit to wait for Tsukasa to come out, but the more I waited the longer I didn't see Tsukasa come out.

huhh why doesn't he come out, where has he been...
I decided to look for Tsukasa, I went to see every classroom and cafeteria but I still couldn't find Tsukasa anywhere, until there was one more place left.

rooftop
I hope I can find Tsukasa there...
I went up to the rooftop and sure enough I saw Tsukasa sitting on the edge of the iron fence with the light of the setting sun.
but I also heard some small crying sounds.
wait, did it come from tsukasa?

I approached him
(rui, tsukasa)
"Um hi Tsukasa..."
after hearing my greeting tsukasa was shocked
he immediately wiped his tears with his sleeve.
"u-uh rui what are you doing here..."
"I came to apologize to you again Tsukasa. I beg you not to run away from me again like you did yesterday."
"eh-? ok... I'll listen to you"
"Tsukasa I want to apologize for everything I said to you, I was carried away by my emotions and couldn't control them."
"I am just jealous of you. you have everything you want in this world, a happy life, a harmonious family and friends who really like you while I... I'm just a person watching your perfect life from afar.. ."
suddenly my heart beats fast. I think it's time I also confess about my feelings for Tsukasa...
"and one more thing ummm... i love y-"
"What did you say earlier..."
"huh?"
"About me having a very happy life and all very lovely things..."
"Do you know me so well that you dare to say something about me that is completely far from reality."
"do you... DO YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS...?"
I saw tears start to flow from his eyes.
"You only look at me from the side that everyone admires and jump to conclusions without knowing the truth and you even make it seem as if you already know me very well and say something that is very sensitive for me. DID YOU KNOW IF YOUR WORDS ARE AFFECTING MY MENTAL HEALTH ?!"
"eh-?! tsukasa i am so-"
"That's enough rui... I've tried to be a good and supportive friend to you, but you still find me an annoying thing."
"Besides, I know that I'm an annoying person and just a coward..."
sighh "please don't bother me. I need some alone time."
"WAIT TSUKASA-"

Before Rui could stop Tsukasa, he had left the rooftop and slammed the rooftop door.

what should i do to fix all this now...

Note: Next chap will be long 😘