Soulmates (Ruikasa)

chapter 6: distance

the next day after the incident on the presentation stage.
Rui POV:
what should I do, I really crossed the line this time...
I said terrible things to Tsukasa, I can't control my anger...
Even if I apologize later, Tsukasa definitely won't forgive me, everyone in college must hate me a lot right now.

the expression that tsukasa showed yesterday....he was really panicked and scared, i've gone too far, i shouldn't have tried to avoid him. I have to apologize and do things that will make him happy, but how?

after getting ready, I took my car keys and drove to college, and parked my car.

I walked in the hallway and I could clearly see all the students and teachers looking at me with a very hateful look, sigh...after all I deserve to be hated after what I said to Tsukasa...

I sat in my chair and waited for the lesson to start, and suddenly all the students who were sitting a little closer to me began to move away.

(when class starts)
"good Morning class."
"Tsukasa didn't come to class today and surely you all know why."
The teacher looked at me and all the students also looked at me with a very annoyed look.
I can only sit in my chair feeling so guilty.

timeskip after college

While driving Rui thinking how to apologize to Tsukasa, he can't fail.
when he got home he checked his cellphone and saw the chat between him and tsukasa. Tsukasa has blocked all of Rui's social media, he feels very lonely without chatting with Tsukasa.
everyone hates him now he has no one, there is only one person who cares for him but he destroys their relationship with his stupid opinion, and that person is tsukasa.
During the lecture, he did not stop being mocked and talked about by students and teachers. he is feeling so tired...
hmmm maybe I will apologize to Tsukasa tomorrow during lunch break, I have to prepare the words first, hopefully he will still forgive me after all the terrible things I said to him...
when rui goes to college as usual the next day, he sees that Tsukasa's seat is still empty, he hasn't come today... and the next day and the next day again.

Rui keeps waiting for Tsukasa to go to college but Tsukasa hasn't been in for 3 days...
all the teachers and students were worried about him for not coming in 3 days and blaming rui for it.
"If it isn't because of you freak, we can see tsukasa be cheerful as usual today!"
"Yeah, you're just making things worse!"
"You must be responsible for all this, after all it's your fault!"
"That's right Kamishiro, you have to take responsibility. You have to check Tsukasa's condition now and why he hasn't come in for 3 days."
"okay miss..."
after coming home from college i ventured to ask emu and nene to ask for the address of tsukasa's house, because i heard that emu and nene were tsukasa's theater group mates if i'm not mistaken their group name is wonderland x showtime...

I saw nene and emu walking down the hall together, this is my chance to ask for the address of tsukasa's house.
(nene, rui, emu)
"umm hi nene hi emu..."
"huh? hi rui kun.."
"huh rui... what do you need?"
I knew for sure they would look at me with an annoyed look just like everyone.
"Well... I want to get Tsukasa's address from you."
"WHAT?! why do I have to give you his home address."
"After everything you told him..."
"The words you said to Tsukasa were not wonderhoyy Rui kun!"
"I know about that... that's why please give me his home address, Tsukasa hasn't been in for 3 days normally he's the most diligent student in class and always comes in every day, it makes me very worried so I want to apologize to him and check his condition."
"huhhh, maybe we should give rui kun a chance nene chan..."
"Hmm... *sighh okay I'll give you Tsukasa's home address..."
"Seriously?! thank you nene-"
"Wait a minute. Before I give it to you you have to promise me one thing."
"What is it nene?"
"Don't hurt Tsukasa's feelings again. If you hurt his feelings again we won't trust you anymore."
"Yeah, I'm the same as nene chan, the smile on Tsukasa's face has disappeared because of what you said to him..."
"Yeah.. I promise I won't hurt her feelings again, I'm also sorry for making friends sad..."
"Don't worry, Rui-kun, tsukasa-kun is a patient person!"
"Yeah, it's fine, I'm sure Tsukasa will forgive you later."
"Thank you nene emu."
"This is his home address, good luck, Rui."
emu and nene continued walking towards their class.
ok now is my chance to apologize to tsukasa...
I have arranged a few words to say later, hopefully everything will go smoothly...

I immediately walked to my car and headed to Tsukasa's house according to the address that nene gave me.

It's getting late and the sun is starting to set
(when rui arrived in front of tsukasa's house)
wow... tsukasa's house is very big and luxurious..
I rang the bell at the front door but instead of Tsukasa opening the door, I saw a girl who looked very much like Tsukasa. she looks very excited and energetic just like tsukasa.
(rui, saki)
"Ohhh hello! do you need anything?
"Ohh- I'm actually looking for Tsukasa... he hasn't been in college for 3 days the whole class starting to worry"
"Huh? I don't know if my brother hasn't been to college for 3 days, I see he always goes out of the house every morning, but I don't know if he doesn't go to his college..."
"Ahh- and you must be one of my brother's friends!"
"Greetings my name is saki, saki tenma! I am the younger sister of Tsukasa"
"I'm Rui Kamishiro Nice to meet you Saki"
"Well back to the question earlier, hmm I remember my sister said he wanted to breathe fresh air at night on the beach near the house."
"if you want to meet him I'm sure he's there after all it's my brother's favorite place!"
"ok thanks saki see you later"
"yes, see you rui kun! and please if there is something wrong with my brother please tell me"
"Yeah, don't worry I'll definitely tell you if there's anything wrong with Tsukasa"
"OK, thanks Rui-kun!"

POV: rui
huhh... guess what tsukasa was doing on the beach at night..

I started back to my car and started to drive to the beach where tsukasa was.
I parked my car and walked around looking for Tsukasa, but the problem is I can't find Tsukasa anywhere...
did saki lie to me or did saki didn't know that tsukasa was not at the beach?
I've been looking everywhere but still can't find Tsukasa, when I started to give up and wanted to look elsewhere I heard a humming sound.
The humming voice sounded very melodious and very beautiful, after hearing the mysterious hum for a while Rui began to realize that the voice was Tsukasa's voice?

he went straight to the source of the humming sound, when he got close to the hum as he expected he saw tsukasa.

tsukasa looks so calm and so pretty too...
His eyes shine under the moonlight, he was so pretty.

I started to approach Tsukasa slowly, he who was humming immediately noticed my presence. the moment he noticed my presence his originally calm expression became frightened and restless.
(rui, tsukasa)
"Um hi Tsukasa..."
"So is this your secret comfort spot?"
"r-rui what are you doing here.."
"It's not that it's not a popular place, there are only a few people who have been in this place..."
"I came to talk to you."
"Eh-? uhh sorry I feel so guilty for upsetting you, I'm really sorry..."
"I want to go home now... saki must be worried."
"wait tsukasa! I want to apologize.."
"It's okay Rui, it's all my fault after all, you don't have any faults take it easy..."
"But Tsukasa-"
before rui can pull tsukasa back he has run away to avoid talking to rui.

from the response tsukasa showed to me i already know that i messed up everything...