my aesthetics (a hyperfixation journal)

Bastardcore+Nostalgiacore+Trashcore

Bastardcore is something that really strikes me on a personal level because it reminds me of my tween and childhood years in which I was exposed to things like south park, the mad magazine (which my mom always bought me), jackass, Beavis and butthead, drawn together, American dad, family guy and generally sitting in my room, playing AC/DC on my fucked up guitar at night  in a room full of dirty carpet, sleeping on a couch. I vaguely remember dark nights and gas stations. This just feels like the typical teenage dirtbag, skater, wannabe rockstar aesthetic. I wanted to be like rodrick heffley, almost.
I tie it to Playstation games like the first metal gear solid, gta San Andreas, Silent hill(which will be included in other aesthetics of mine) and Duke nukem, which I played during that time.
Being an unhinged, slightly cringey asshole is the norm.
I've really got a thing for dirty carpet floors due to this,graffiti, or houses full of cats, dirty houses (wouldn't wanna live in them but I grew up around these kinds of houses/places)
None of the images related to bastardcore really give me that feel though so I will gather together my own(which are very specific to my own nostalgia)
Also it's giving 2000s internet especially Facebook ⚠️
I remember this vibe coming from like 2009-2013 and 2017