Unspoken words

English...

Alexandra
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He lead me to English..  He of course has friends and I do not.  He keeps looking at me, what does that even mean. Is he checking me out? oh no his friends are looking.. now their nodding their head and smiling. what do I do, do I wave? Alright and now I smile and wave. oh no.. what have I done HELP ME. I'll just turn around now. oh great here comes the teacher. Hi welcome class to 11th grade English and an honors class as well, I am Mrs. Tucker and as you can see I will be your teacher. I hear we have a new student that joined our school just today. Ms.Moon would you please stand up. So I stood up. Could you come to the front of the room Ms.Moon . Oh great I thought. but I walk up there. Why have you moved here to New York if I may ask? Well I'm not going to lie I moved here against my will, I really didn't want to come here at all.  Why is that Alexandra? Well because I didn't want to leave Arkansas. Well I understand. Please sit. That's all we need to know right now considering you look  like you're about to cry. and she was right.. I felt the urge to cry because I missed everyone. I'm sorry Mrs. Tucker it just doesn't seem like the type of conversation you want to share with everyone, It isn't the appoperiot time. I understand Alexandra. Now class the bell is about to ring and you go to lunch. So I'll give you your reports and the  rest of the 15 min to chill out and catch up and Alexandra you can come talk to me after I hand out reports. I nod my head. Great just great I get to do a book report on 'To kill A Mocking Bird' wait I love this book so that's okay. and now I have to talk. I don't want to talk. "Ring" oh that's the bell class have a great day, oh and Alexandra lets talk tomorrow. Um okay Mrs. Tucker. Hey Alex do you want to sit with us at lunch? oh um sure Zander.. I was just going to the library but  okay. oh and Alex these are my friends Josh and Corbin. Oh it's nice to meet you and as you can tell my name is Alexandra but Alex is just fine. Alright well come with us and get some food. So these guys are pretty cool Zander has good taste in people haha. so we sat down. I grabbed my water out of my backpack and sat there. Uh aren't you gonna eat. No Corbin I don't eat much. Why not? Well Josh I am never hungry.. Or your just anierexic and throw up everything. Corbin!! what Zander? don't say that! no no he's fine, cause Corbin's sorta right. Oh.. And that left the rest of lunch quite. 

Zander

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I led her to English. Yeah we are in the same English class. My best friends Corbin and Josh approve of her. Cause shes a skater chick. I think she's uncomfortable and she doesn't know what to do. it is really cute.  Oh she waved. haha cute. She is from the tornado state. fun. She looks sad. like she is about to cry. I wonder what that is a about.. Crying on your first day is not good. I really hope she I okay. She sat down and is so embarrassed. Should I say something? I don't think it is my place.  She must like to read considering she looks quite happy to do that mockingbird book. Weird. But she is so amazing like she is defiantly someone I am looking to getting close to. The bell is about to ring and lunch is next. What do I do. I guess I will ask her to sit with Corbin, Josh and I. Ring. Hey Alex do you want to sit with us at lunch?  oh um sure Zander.. I was just going to the library but okay. So she really likes books I guess cause no one goes to the library, ever.  These are my friends Josh and Corbin.  It is nice to meet you I am Alexandra but Alex is just fine.  Alright, lets go get some food.  We grabbed food and sat down. I noticed something about Alex, she is thin. She hides it well though under her sweatshirt though. We  sat down. She pulls out a water. I looked at corbin, "aren't you gonna eat?" she said no that she doesn't eat much.. is she okay? am I falling for a girl with eating problems. eh whatever. Josh decided to question her also.  Corbin decided to put his dumb input in that she was anorexic or she just throws up everything. I felt terrible on thierr actions but I wanted to know also. so I yelled at corbin but let it happen also.  she said the corbin was kind of right.. oh no. what have I gotten into