A Time For Love

Excuse me you're not Christian Grey

I went to my room and drop my body on my bed. I'm still in shocked for what happened a while ago. That was not my thing. I mean I'm innocent for gods sake!

Now how am I gonna face Steven in our school with not feeling embarrassed at all? It was so liberated of me to kiss him!

I want my first kiss to be special. And it's not special either when I'm the one who initiated the kiss!

'Actually it was just a soft peck on the lips, don't be so dramatic.' I heard my inner subconscious

'Yeah right keep kidding yourself.' my other subconscious argued.

Uh-oh!

I opened my laptop to distract myself. I was on Facebook again, doing my usual browsing and having casual conversation with Lexie. I told her everything that happened for these past days. She seemed excited to discussed with her in personal my embarrassment.

Me: Yeah right not you too best friend.

We were having conversation for about twenty minutes straight, about her relationship with Nathan and she seemed happy with him. I can tell my best friend finally found her match. I know Nathan and he's a good guy.

After a minutes of chit-chats Lexie got a phone call and logged off just when I got a new message.

My heart beats faster when I saw his name. I suddenly feel nervous. It was the first time we finally had any contact with each other since the day we met on Facebook.

I clicked on his message and start reading it.

Him: Hey Chloie ;)

Me: Hey Jamie :)

Him: So what's up?

Me: All good.. Just got home from school, you?

Okay that was a big fat lie. First I'm not good, I'm still in shocked for what happened a while ago and second ofcourse the school thing we all know I ditched my class for a date!

Him: That's good then.

Me: Yeah right.. So how about you?

Him: Same here.

Me: What?? You were still in college?

Him: No I mean I'm all good.

Me: That's good. Anyway what are you doing?

Him: Isn't it obvious? Hmm I'm just talking to you.

How stupid of me!

Me: Yeah right :) hmm..

Him: You're funny Chloie you know that? Ha ha :D Anyway do you have skype?

I was stuttering, uttering incoherent sentences and laughing nervously. Jamie's question caught me off guard. I didn't know what to answer so I did the stupidest thing I'd ever done in my life.

I logged off.

I held my chest trying to calm my breathing. I stared at my laptop screen in shock. Why did I do that? What the hell was wrong with me? I covered my face and growled in anger. In my defense, I panicked. I'm not yet ready to have a videocall with him.

Sighing I logged in my account then start typing...

Me: Yeah I have. Why?

Him: Okay your username?

Okay he ignored my question.

Me: chloielouise.williams

I logged in my skype then seconds later I got a new request. No need to guess, I know it was him so I accepted it.

My god I wasn't ready to see him face to face. My heart was hammering inside my chest, my throat was dry.My stomach kept fluttering, I felt like I was going sick anytime soon.

I was going to see him...

He was going to see me...

His chat window on skype popped up and it started loading the images from both cameras, his and mine. I combed my hair with my fingers desperately. Jeez, I was not prepared for this.

What if he sees me and thinks I'm ugly? You know sometimes people was different from what they are in pictures and in actual face.

The loading process ended and the little boxes were our images displayed turned black before showing both of us. My heart skipped a beat as I looked at the face of the guy on my laptop's screen.

"Hey" he whisphered with that sexy voice of his.

Oh my god!

He was extremely HOT.

Yeah with capitals...

My eyes were glued to the square on my laptop screen. I was staring at the most sexy hot guy I'd ever seen. I can say he was hotter compared to Steven. Oh I know that's bad. But its true! His hair was brown, perfectly tousled in its place which makes him more hot. His pale skin was flawless. His dark eyes seemed to go on forever. His thick eyebrows leaded the way down to straight-edged shape nose and finally his lips. It looks soft and sweet. He was wearing black t-shirt that matched his eyes and hair.

I was speechless.

I had never felt so self-conscious before. He was probably thinking I was ugly. My brown hair was falling straight down my shoulders and I had no make-up on whatsoever. I wasn't hot or anything like that. I was average. I had a perfect smile that was all I got.

"Hey" I finally greeted him back nervously. My pounding heart was going to jump out of my chest. The butterflies inside my stomach turned into eagles and fluttered around making me feel sick.

I was seeing him...

He was seeing me...

"So you're Chloie?" He asked smiling at me through the camera.

"And you're Jamie" I trailed to say casually and swallowed feeling my dry throat. Where the hell did my saliva go?

"Why are you nervous?" He tilted his head to the side.

"I'm not nervous." I said in a puff.

"Yes you are." He teased and I looked away.

"So what's up?" I looked at his image on the screen again and he still had that arrogant smirk on his face.

"I wanna do something." He whisphered.

"What?"

"Are you wearing underwear when you sleep at night?" My eyes widened and I couldn't help blushing. My face was red as a tomato.

"You're such a perv!" I accused him. Jamie laughed loudly. God,even his laughter was sexy. I glared at him until he was done laughing.

"And you're so innocent Chloie." His eyes held a glint of something I couldn't decipher.

I regained my composure and gave him a closed mouth smile.

"Where do you live?"

"Why? Are you stalking me?" I pretended to be scared.

"No, I just want to know."

"Why?"

"I'm curious besides we lived in the same city."

"Does it matter?"

"Yes" he stated frankly. "And don't you want my autographs? You know being this hot and popular." He grinned.

"Huh? Are you kidding me? Excuse me you're not Christian Grey to ask for your autographs." I said and gave him a mocking smile.

I had to admit he was hot like Christian Grey.

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xoxo

~ Anicka0719