Right now I was on stage for my new York show, I had one month left because tomorrow Im leaving to go home finally, well actually I'm going to Ireland and then Scotland and then home.
It was almost the end but then a what sounded like a bomb went off, the music stopped, and people began to scream and run out of the stadium.
My tour manager came on to the stage and grabbed me and took me off the stage, apparently someone was getting all my stuff together and I was being taken back to my hotel, I was in shock, I didn't know what was happening.
My manager, my band, my dancers, my backup singers were all in my room, someone was packing all my stuff and I was trying to call Harrison.
"Are you ok, what's happened" he said
"Someone brought a bomb to the consert and it went off" I said and I could hear my voice breaking.
"Right are you ok, is everyone ok" he asked
"I'm just shocked, I've heard this happened to other people but I didn't think it would happen to me" I said
"Give the phone to David" he said, David was my manager
They talked for atleast five minutes before I got the phone back.
"Listen, your coming home tonight, your not staying there any longer" he said
"Ok, can you go get my kitten from my mum, and take her back to mine my neighbor has a spare key" I said
"I'm picking you up" he said
"Ok" I said
Next thing I know, I'm on a plane home, everyone else is asleep but I can't the sound of the bomb going off keeps going off in my head over and over again.
I feel a year rolling down my face and I quickly wipe it away, I can just imagine all the people who were hurt or possibly killed. I tried my best to go to sleep but I couldn't.
The plane landed a few hours later and it was around 3 am and there was a black range rover waiting outside the plane.
I got off and saw Harrison, I ran up to him and hugged him as tight as I possibly could and then gave him a quick peck on the lips.
"Are you hurt" he asked
"No I'm fine, I'm just worried about the audience what if someone got hurt" I said
"What you need to focus on right now is yourself, no more tour" he said
"No I have to finish this tour it's my first one" I said
"No more holl, your parents agree with me" he said
"Mum and stepdad" I corrected
"Right, they both agree with me and Callie and Gracie do too, your not going through with this" he said
"Everyone's already bought tickets" I said
"They will understand" he said
"I feel so bad" I said with my voice breaking
"Right come on let's get you home" he said
We got in the car and drove off.
"Mine or yours"he asked
"I don't care right now" I said taking a puff out of my elux.
He pulled into a McDonald's.
"Baby, you need to eat. Don't focus on what happened back there okay, please for the next few hours focus on yourself and then we'll get into the other stuff okay" He said grabbing my hand
"Okay, okay" I said getting out of the car and walked into the McDonald's.
We walked in and ordered our food to our table, we sat down and sat in silence for the entire time, we then left and got in the car to his house.
We pulled in and got out, we went straight upstairs, he pulled me in for a hug and I just broke down in tears.
"Let it out" he whispered while stroking my hair.
"Why me? Expessually on my first tour. What if that bomb killed someone or more. I feel so guilty" I said
"It's not your fault, some stupid, out of their mind person disided to bring a bomb to your consert, it could of been anyone's consert but it was yours. If someone or multiple people died it's the bomb setter offer that killed them not you, okay? You did nothing wrong Holl" He said
I didn't reply, I disided to let my eyes close and I fell asleep with Harrison stroking my hair gently.
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die first ~ Aitch
Fanfiction'But if one of us dies, I hope I die first' Two British artist, who create completely different music do an interview together, they become really close and get together but the hate begins to get worse and Hollie gets in a dark place.
