Try and Try Again

Chapter 4: Secrets

I woke up the next morning feeling refreshed. Just the feeling of getting laid put me in a better mood. It had been so long. Then I realized what I had done.

I cheated on Ethan.

I. Cheated. On. Ethan.

How was I going to deal with that? I obviously couldn't tell him. But what if someone else did? I mean, someone could have seen us in that parking lot and just told him. But I suppose if that was the case then I would have a text from him by now accusing me of such.

The worst part was that I wasn't going to stop. I was going to keep seeing Trey without Ethan knowing. It was a horrible thing to do, I know, but it was my choice and I had to live with it.

Good morning, beautiful.

A text from Ethan. It was so sweet of him to think about me. It made me feel even worse about my decision.

Morning.

How did you sleep?

Really great actually. How about yourself?

Fantastic. I dreamt about my girl :)

Aww that's sweet baby. Look, I gotta get ready for school. Text me later?

I will :)

He was so freakin' sweet. Which is exactly why I couldn't tell him about Trey. If I did it would break his little heart. I decided to keep it a secret and just tell him ten years from now when it becomes irrelevant.

My phone beeped again. This time it was the lovely Trey who just couldn't seem to leave me alone.

Hey there sexy ;)

Hi Trey.

I can't stop thinking about yesterday ;) I want you so bad right now ;)

Yeah well I gotta go to school so.

I'll meet you there ;)

Ugh fine. Such a dirty dirty boy.

Always baby ;)

I put my phone on the shelf so I could ignore anymore annoying texts. People just couldn't leave me alone today.

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"Hey there beautiful." Trey said while getting into my car. We were in the school parking lot and of course he followed through with his promise to meet me here.

"Morning." I replied.

"I've been craving you since you left me yesterday." He slowly slid his hand onto my thigh and inched closer to my groin.

"I bet you have." I giggled.

"You're so sexy. It's irresistible Sammy. I can't help my urges." He lifted me over the center console and placed me on his lap.

"Someone is very jumpy this morning."

"You don't even know." He unzipped my pants and his own. Then we fell into each other so easily. I couldn't help but love this feeling. We fell into each other countless times. We wouldn't have stopped if it wasn't for a car pulling up in the parking spot next to us.

He quickly placed me back in my seat and we put our pants back on. He left my pants unzippered and slipped his finger in. I loved this feeling just as much. I got so much pleasure out of being with Trey. It made me feel so alive. It made me feel like such a rebel. This didn't last long though.

"I love you Sammy. More than anything in the world." Trey stated.

"I know sweetheart." I replied. He kissed my lips gently and got out of the car. I grabbed my backpack and hurried in the building so I wouldn't be late.

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As soon as I walked in Ethan was leaned up against the wall in jeans and a purple button up. He didn't look very happy.

"Where have you been?" He asked.

"I was running late getting out of the house this morning. I didn't hear my alarm." I lied.

"You need to be more punctual Sam. I can't have my princess worrying me like that."

"You were worried?"

"Very. I had no idea where you were. Something bad could have happened to you."

"Well as you can see I'm fine. No need to worry."

"I'm glad." He smiled and leaned in giving me a soft kiss on the lips. He intertwined our fingers as he walked me to class.

"I love your shirt babe. It's my favorite color."

"Really? I must have a good intuition then."

"That you do."

"Next time please text me if you're going to be late."

"Are we still talking about this?"

"Yes. Sam, you have no idea how worried I was." His face surely showed it. His forehead lines were wrinkled and his arms were very tense.

"I understand. I'll call you next time."

"Thank you princess."

"You're very welcome." He kissed me goodbye and we both went our seperate ways. Oh school, what fun. Not.

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Of course Riley was sitting in my seat when I got into class. She couldn't stop annoying me for just one day I suppose. I found another seat next to her and gave her a slight smile.

"So, how's Ethan doing?" She asked.

"Fine." I replied.

"Just fine?"

"I mean, yeah, I guess."

"Did you two have sex this morning?" She whispered.

"Uh no. I don't know what you're talking about."

"You have that 'just fucked' look going on babe. You obviously had sex with someone. It wasn't him?" How the hell could she tell? She was one smart girl. That was for sure.

"Riley, I've made a huge mistake..."

"What do you mean?"

"Take one guess."

"No idea."

"Who have I had sex with Riles?" She gasped more air than I thought she could fit in her lungs.

"Trey! Oh my gosh! He pressured you again didn't he?! I'm going to his house after school and I'm cutting his dick off. He will not do this to you again!"

"Riley calm down. That's not necessary."

"And why the hell not?"

"Because I wanted it."

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After Riley finally calmed down I explained the situation to her. She still didn't understand why I would cheat on Ethan. I, honestly, didn't understand either. Something just came over me I guess. It's just hard to say no to Trey.

"Look, Sammy, I see where you're coming from but this is not the way to go about it. You haven't even gone on an actual date with either of them. How do you even know if you actually have feelings for either of them?" Riley asked.

"It's complicated. Ethan is so sweet and treats me like a princess. But Trey gives me other things that I want." I explained.

"Can I suggest something? Just stop and think for a minute. They both have characteristics that you like. Why not have each of them take you on a date and then pick which one you want to stay with. One boy. That's it."

"Okay, I'll do it your way. But I may need your help."

"With?"

"Sneaking around without my parents knowing."

"You came to the right girl. I'm an expert at that."

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