I am not sure why I do this thing where I fall tragically in love with a guy who just doesn't treat me the way I want too be treated.
I always want what I can't have, but why is it that I can't have it again?
I am sick and I am tired of boys, boys, boys.
Spinning my head in a complete 360
Might as well call me fucking insane
Because all they do anyway
Do you see where I'm going with this yet?
No?
OK.
I am a sad, lonely ,desperate for love young women
Here comes a man that shows me love I have never known before and knows that too
Then like any sad fucked up person I do something fucked up
Now I am the bad guy and that's fine
But I am the bad guy who is so lucky to have this love I've never known stick around
Here's the thing
The love that is sticking around isn't that love I've never known
Now it's the love I've always known and was so deeply attached to
This man knew this, he knew this when giving me that first love, the one I had always wanted
So therefore he knew that he was now giving me the love I knew no better then
So am I crazy?
Am I completely fucking insane ?
Because I don't feel lucky
