I often feel sad because of who I am.
I often feel like I am a burden.
I miss you
I want to spend time with you
but you are so busy
and dealing with so much
I often feel alone.
I often feel tired and exhausted.
I often struggle with discomfort and health issues
I hide as much as I can
Untill I about to break
Then the damn bursts
and floods the land
but I make sure as soon as the pressure is gone
I tape back up the damn to keep all my misery
so you don't have to see it.
I often feel unheard
Like my voice doesn't matter
Like my words are meaningless
Just a whisper in the choas
I often feel that everyone would be better off without me
as if I never existed
I often feel so much dispare
that I wish I never did
I often feel that I am not worth anyones time
I often feel that I am not worth my own wants or needs
I often feel that I fail or make mistakes at everything
I often feel like I am a waste of space
I often feel unitelligent
I often feel like a horrible human being
I often feel like I will never amount to anything
I often feel like I don't belong on this planet
ot among other humans
like an alien in a foregin land
Inside my mind it is cold and dark,
the air is full of fog.
There is nothing but fear and shame that rule the land.
No where to hide.
No way to stay safe.
