𝕋𝕒𝕖𝕜𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕆𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙍𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙤𝙣𝙚(1/2)

Jungkook and Taehyung ,,they’ve happily been in a relationship for two years,or so Jungkook had thought.
but things are still so different in between them than other couples.
They might share the bed, live under the same roof,have physical intercourse,go on plenty of dates but Jungkook thinks there's huge distance between him and Taehyung. He feels so much insecure of himself that often he spends time alone while overthinking some negetive thoughts.

And The reason is Taehyung's Ex,Choi Suzy,whom Taehyung says he loved once from the core of his heart ,when Taehyung didn't even know Jungkook existed.Jungkook had never been jealous of the close relationship Taehyung shares with his ex.
How could be? When taehyung looks at Jungkook like he’s the center of his world, as though Jungkook had hung every star in the sky.Besides. It wouldn’t be reasonable to expect Taehyung to distance himself from his ex, not when Jungkook knows he and Suzy spent half their lives together.
They’re blue bloods, after all.
Jungkook had been born to a firmly low class family in Busan, only having become wealthy with the stardom his career had brought just five years ago.
Taehyung, though; Taehyung had been born into one of the wealthiest families in Seoul.His mother was the famous fashion designer at Gucci where Taehyung now takes lead. Taehyung is the main model there.
And Suzy had grown up right alongside him, the only daughter of a famous politically powerful family, and the two had spent their youth in some ritzy boarding school only afforded to the elite echelon of high society. They've been the High school and university sweethearts of all time.
Right now Suzy is Kdrama actress and quite famous and loved than Jungkook.They'd dated, Jungkook knows, when Taehyung was nineteen.
Jungkook is a recently debuted Idol who's still trying to win people's heart, Though getting lots of hatred, specially because of he's in relationship with Taehyung.Their admirers say Taehyung always looked better with Suzy than Jungkook and they're made for each other. Theses kinds of comments always made Jungkook's heart hurts,but Taehyung is always There to comfort him and let him know his worth.
However, Jungkook doesn't know why they broke up.Taehyung doesn't talk about it much, just a soft little laugh whenever it's mentioned, like his own history amuses him. And Jungkook hadn't worried, not when Taehyung cradled his cheek with such overwhelming softness.Perhaps Taehyung never considered him a potential romantic partner, because he’d only ever see that kid with a bright red nose and sniffling in the cold winter, the kid whose snot he’d gently wiped for him with a laugh.
He always thinks Suzy was Matured and smart enough to be perfect with Kim Taehyung and also she matched his standard,not a recently debuted Idol who gets hate more than love.

Present Time-------
Right now Jungkook is being read to go on a party where the celebs of Seoul is invited along with Taehyung.
And here he so Thinks they've incited him just because he's Taehyung's boyfriend.Jungkook's other Idols friends They’ve all been invited, and Jungkook’s been looking forward to it for weeks.Jungkook dresses carefully in a pre-selected ensemble he’d recruited Taehyung, Jimin and Hoseok to help arrange.He shows up to the party venue near the end of the night, having deliberately waited until most of the crowd was gone. After all, this was Taehyung’s night to shine;Jungkook doesn’t want to distract him from the networking and compliments he’s sure to be dragged into.He’s wearing a pressed suit when he never wears suits, carefully polished loafers a mile away from the stompers he prefers, hair carefully styled and tucked behind a ear. A bouquet of lush, vibrant red roses clutched in hand.Arrives, heart beating overtime, nervous as hell.
Most of the guests have already come and gone, and the hour is near midnight. Jungkook sees his group of friends immediately, standing in a small circle near the center of the room. Taehyung is with them, radiant and aglow, cheeks flushed red.

But in the middle he meets his favourite hyung Kim Seokjin there reading some webtoons quitely ingnorig the crowded, he's just like Jungkook, the social akward and introvert fello. Jungkook goes near him and puts the bouquet beside.
Jin looks up feeling a presense beside him and greets Jungkook with a fond smile.
“Jungkook,” Jin sighs. He’s been sighing a lot lately.
“You can’t just randomly do a crazy makeover without saying a single word to Taehyung, and expect everything to change. You’ve never even confessed to him!”
Jungkook bites his lip.“But what if- what if he just…doesn’t want me that way, like forever just like he once wanted when he was with Suzy?”
his voice is quiet and nearing a tremble.“What will I do then? I can’t lose him, I- I love him.” Jin is quiet for a while ,"Love is meant to be shown and spoken, Jungkook,” Jin says kindly.“Not hidden away like a dirty little secret.”Jungkook looks up at him with huge, doleful eyes. Jin tugs him in for a bear hug, comforting and soft, and Jungkook sniffles.“Your love is so beautiful, Kook,”Seokjin hums.
“You should express it. It deserves to be spoken.” So Jungkook decides that he’s going to do it.  He’s going to confess his insecurities to Taehyung, Taehyung needs to know about his boyfriend's feelings too.Jungkook walks over nervously, but slows to a near stop when he notices the extra seventh person standing there.