Random Stuff

The Mind

Hm..... Things have troubled me. Especially these last few months.
Especially, the people around me...
Im beginning to think to myself...
About studying others...
It hurts...
Their emotions, body language, actions, tone, facial expression, and many more... I am understanding how they think, act, and treat problems and others. I am understanding their existence....
Seeing every problem. Seeing every event. Seeing every thought. Always a step ahead of them...
Sleep has been scarce. I am up all night, thinking of people. I can't stop. I can't sleep. It hurts me. It hurts my mind to think of certain people..... It's their problems that keep me awake. It's their mistakes I hate. And adore. I can't seem to understand them. It makes me jealous. Of how complex the situation really is. Or how dumb...
My mind is blurred. I need rest...
Now. But... It's the one thing I can't have. I'm sorry... My dear friends.