Let's move on

Chapter 3

Ally POV

I wake up to find my self crying in my sleep, agian, same old dream about riker. Just flash backs of all the terrible shit he did to me. I sware I'm going to make his life a living hell like he did to me.

I drag myself out of my bed and over to my closet, I pull out a jean skirt and a purple and black button up top, I throw on my top and skirt than head into the bathroom, I did my usual black and silver technique nothing bright. Stargthen my poffy short hair and brush my teeth. When I'm done its 7:30 and I still had a half hour till school so I decide to go for a walk around the neibourhood, I was about 10 minuets into my walk when I turn around and rush home, it was riker and Ross walking into THIER house a block away from mine FML! I head home and go upstairs to my room painted a nice blue, a blue that reminded me of riker, my walls sometimes made me cry at night, I pull up my laptop and throw somthing quick togather. I compose music so kinda like a DJ but it's just for me, none else knows.

When I was done it was 7:50, I run down the stairs and throw on my leather boots and red sunglasses

"Bye mom love ya" I shout and walk out the door. I was walking for about 10 minuets until this really nice blue jeep slows down beside me, I ignore it till someone calls my name

"Hey ally" it was riker "wanna ride?"

"No thanks" I say rudely but with a sarcastic smile

"Comeone you know you want a ride" he winks and gives me that smile that just makes me wanna melt

"You know you wanna" he smiles again wiggling his eyebrows, there's that same old stubborn riker I feel in love with

"Fine" I sigh and jump in the car.

We pull up to school and I get out of the car

"See ya in math" he smiles and drives off to go park his car, I just roll my eyes and walk into school.

Before I knew it it was lunch time

"Ally, over here!" Rydel calls for me me across the cafeteria, she was sitting alone

"Where are you brothers and ratliff?" I ask looking around the lunch room

"Abby?" She asks softly, I look into her eyes and just give her a look "oh my god it is you" she smiles engulfing me in a huge hug "I've missed you" she smiles over my shoulder

"I missed you to delly" I smiles back that break the hug and grab her shoulder and look her straight in the eyes "now you know you can't tell anyone especially riker okay?" I ask very serious"

"Got it" she smile and nodes, " i really missed you, but you've changed so much" she says sadly. I look at my wrists and start to cry

"D-do you even know w-what he did to me?"

"Sorta" she shrugs

"We'll first of all he cheated on me, than I took him back. He was always sneaking around behind my back and I kept forging him. He changed and was back to sweet amazing riker than we started auguring but we were still happy. Than one day I was in the park talking to one of my guy friends and he kissed me than riker totally snapped called me fat ugly a slut and a whore and than I told if I got back to cutting its his fault than he said to save myself the pain and just killed my self so I tried but they saved me." I cry

"Yo-y-you tried to k-ki-" I cut her off

"Yes" I sniff

"And you used to cut?"

"Yeah than riker stopped me, than we left and I started, actually I started again after the blow up" than the bell rings. I see rydels face full if anger and she gets up and storms away, I chase after her

"Where are you going?!" I ask a having her down the hall, I see poeple more than boys staring at me my meak up was running down my face from crying

"Going to find riker"

"NO!" I plead "he can't know it's me" I say starting to cry even more

"But ally" I grab her hand and start to drop to my knees

"Rydel just dont" she sighs

"Can I talk to him but not let him know its you"

"H-how?" I ask looking up at her

"I'll say that Abby called me" she smiles

"Okay, but I'm trusting you with this rydel," i say re-gaining the strength in my knees

"Lets get you cleaned up" she smiles, we start walking to the bathroom and riker runs into me

"Ouh! Watch it lynch" I spit, because rydel knows I'm Abby means I can't blow my cover to evryone else

"Are you okay ally?" He asked worried "were you crying"I just roll my eyes and walk off into the bathroom, I can hear rydel yelling at him out in the hall

"Abby called me during lunch, she found my number and needed someone to talk to" than she slapped him, I was slightly peaking out the door and his glasses fly off his face "you don't tell someone to kill the a selfs you scumbag" she yells than runs into the bathroom

"D-delly, woah" I say looking at her in shock

"I feel bad now"

"Id say!" I giggle and clean up my meak up, when I get out in the hall way I see riker trying to find his glasses, the get kicked to my feet by someone walking by. I pick them up and put them on him and walk away before he can see who it was

The rest of the day was pretty fast, I got home and did my math homework than I get a text from rocky.

We talked just normal transition for a while than I reminded him about the project in science so he had to go. For the rest of the night I was bored out if my mind, at abou 10;30 I decided to finally go to bed, thinking about riker