Let's move on

Chpter 7

Ally POV

I woke up in Rockys arms remembering last night, I though about where I was in life, deeply, for a very long time and realized I'm not happy where I am, I hate it here in Californian, honestly me and rocky have nothing, I can't stand being near riker without dying inside and I'm just so out if place here.

I get up and walk home that later I get a text from rocky

R: hey you left?

A: yeah, didn't feel good "/ but rocky I kinda think we should break up

R: I was kinda thinking the same just didn't wanna be the one to break the news, I know your heart still belongs to riker an I'm cool with that, soo best friends?

A: no, super mega best friends!!! xD

R: well gtg clean my room -_- ttyl

A: bye rocky

I put my phone in my pocket and head down stairs and sit down next to my mom on the couch who's reding her book

"Hey mom, can we talk?"

"Sure honey, anything" she says closing her book and takin off her glasses

"I-I wanna move" I say slowly

"Oh, h-how come"

"The lynches moved in down the block and I can't take it, he's in all my classes I go over to his house all the time, he found out about me trying to kill my self but he dosent even know that I'm Abby" I say starting to tear up just remembering the night I tried to take my life

"Well, if it's something you really want than I guess we can, we can go stay with your aunt is Greenbay untill we find a place to stay" she says a little sad, I mean she loved California but we always agreed that if me or her want something that important like this situation we would put the other first

"Really? Thank you" I say giving her a big hug

"We'll start packing tomorrow, today i'll go tell the girls at book club and go visit my friends one more time and than i'll go tell the school and you should do the same, just minus the school part, it's a weekend they won't let you in."

"Okay, thank you so much" I say putting on my blue converse "bye mom" I say heading out the door to the lynchs house

"Hey ally" rocky awnsers the door the second I knock on it

"Hey, uhh can I come in? There's something I need to tell you gies" I say now sad because I'm leaving my only friends

"Uh sure" he says confused, he opens the door fully and everyone's on the couch and ratliff is over. I take off my shoes and sit on the couch in between rydel and riker

"Guys, I'm uhh m-moving" I say sadly looking down not wanting to meet the sad eyes of any of the only friends I had, plus tomorrows Monday so I need to tell Marisa, great!

It was silent till rydel finally spoke

"Where?"

"Greenbay Wisconsin" I say a little sniffel escaping from tearing up. Within thirty seconds I'm engulfed with hugs, even riker hugged me and it was a feeling I missed

"Well I don't have to start packing till tomorrow, we can still do Somthing togather" I smile brightly

"Bowling?" Rocky suggest

"If your ready to get beat" I smile

"My money's on ally" ratliff calls

"Mines on rocky" riker says facing ratliff

"Your on" he says putting his hand out for riker to shake and they bet on it

"Winner pays the other 20 bucks" rydel says and they both just node. We walk out to the van and rocky calls driving and I call shotgun.

"Final frame and were tied, ready?" I ask rocky at the end of our game, us both having 205 points

"Lets do this" he smiles. He throws his bright pink ball and knocks down six pins, he throws again and he gets it right in the gutter. I sigh in relief and pick up my green ball, I stand in front if the lane a focus, ratliffs money and my pride were riding on this shot. I take a deep breath and throw my ball and get a strike, I turn around to see everyone cheering, riker gives ratliff 20 bucks and ratliff comes and gives me a high five

"K, now it's our turn to play" rydel smiles, I see rocky sitting in the back watching everyone else bowl and I go sit next to him

"Nice game" I smile

"You to, I'm gonna miss you, ally and abby" he says giving me a hug

"We're gonna miss you to" I smile over his shoulder "I-I'm still a little uneasy about the whole riker situation and me moving away so sunddenly" I say pulling back and slouching in my seat "I feel like he deserves to know"

"Would you be mad if someone told him?" He asks

"Uhh no not anymore"I say confused and he just smiles "I have to go to the bathroom" I say and walk away, I walk into the bathroom and just stare at myself in the mirror, I don't know who I am anymore, I'm lost. I just sight and walk out of the bathroom, as soon as I take as much as two steps I get hugged by a balling riker, being confused I just kinda stand there

"I'm so sorry abby, I'm sutch a douchebag I shoul of never said any of that, I can't believe you actually-..." He can't even Finnish the sentence because he's crying to much, in about the middle of his apology I hug him back and start to cry. I pull away and look up into his eyes deep brown eyes surrounded by redness

"Who told you?" I ask

"Rocky" he says looking down at his shoes. I start to walk toward rocky and he sees me and looks worried, I walk and he starts to ramble

"Please don't be mad, you said he deserves to know an-"

"Thank you" I cut him off smiling, he just smiles and I give him a big hug "I never would of been able to do it myself"

"No problem girl" he smiles "what are super mega best friends for?" He smiles and riker comes up from behind me still crying sorta, I start tearing up again and just throw myself into his arms. He sits on a chair and sits me on his lap

"I've missed you so much ever since you left, and you have no idea how bad I feel about what I said I didn't think you'd actually..."

"Just please dont" I stop him and he just nodes

"I've missed you to but you hurt me riker, bad. I'm so lost, I have no idea who I am anymore, knowing how much what I tried to do that one night affected you broke my heart-"

"Abby, I still love you, I never stopped. I don't know what possessed me to do sutch stupid things but i regret all of it and-" I cut him off by kissing him. At first he was shocked than he started to kiss back, he traced me bottom lip with his tongue but I pulled away

"I'm sorry riker, I-I have to go," I say shaking my head walking away, I take off my bowling shoes and put on my converse and walk out into the parking lot.

"Hey! Everything okay?" Rocky asks chasing me out into the parking lot, I turn around and he notices I'm crying

"We kissed, it was amazing, I miss that feeling but I'm moving and I don't think I'd ever be able to forgive him, will you drive me home?" I ask giving him puppy dog eyes "cab drivers creep me out but I can't stay"

"Yeah sure" he sighs sadly and we get int the van.

When I get home I text Marisa the news and start packing, I text all the lynches the same message

"Gonna miss you gies, stay in touch

Lost of love -ally" and than went to bed, sad.