Love Me

Childish Jelousy

*Liah's pov

6:00 am
I just woke up from my bed to welcome the new morning, although I didn't had slightest sleep last night.

*Flashback

"Why do you always have to take his side" I shouted at my parents.

"Because you're just being childish. For God's sakes Liah just act your age you are the oldest child you don't have to be jealous all the time!!" Mom shouted back.

I wanted to say everything I had in my mind but I just stayed silent and cry in my room alone, again.

*Current pov

Last night i had a little argument with my little brother about how he disrespects me. Everyone was saying I was being a child and I should act mature. I am so sick of this statement.

To be honest I wasn't mad at him for being disrespectful nor he was being that, I just hated how everybody was treating him like a prince and me as a servant. I just wanted them to be on my side for once. I hated of seeing how he gets all the love and attention I have to work hard, be the best, and tolerate everything for withoutany effort. I just wanted him to feel the same way I did for the past 15 years. Which is lonly, weak and triggered.

With these things on my mind I just went to the bathroom and get ready for my class.

As I finished getting ready I went downstairs and saw my mom and dad comforting my little brother. He was  grumbling about something. 'So this is about me. Well Liah good luck on being the bad sister for the next 30 minutes' I thought.
                                                            
*end of Liah's pov

As Liah approaches the dining table her family said their good mornings to her with a smilewhich she returned with a complete fake  ones.

The breakfast was nice for everyone except for Liah. Everyone has forgotten the last night's incident including her little brother Nathan. But Liah was just thinking  that they were just concerned with their business not wanting to be distributed by her so called childish jealousy.

Little did she know that they were just trying to make her change her toxic behavior towards Nathan. But the thing is that Liah is not the type of person that shows emotions or tell what she feels. This made them worried about her. They are afraid that she will hate her little brother. She doesn't hate her brother, she just envys him. She thinks that her parents just replaced her.

"So I will bring David tonight I'm sure you will love him" Liah's dad said. Which confused Liah since she wasn't present in there earliest conversation.

"Who's David?" Asked Liah confused.

"Your older brother, he is my first child. But unfortunately his mom died and he is going to live with us." Her dad replied.

"Ok, I'll get going bye" she said making everybody dumbfounded.

"Good thing she didn't atleast complain" Her mom said.

"Yeah thats a relief I just hope they get along." Her dad sighed.

"I hope she loves both of us." Nathan said with teary eyes. He knows his sister loves him, but he is just afried that jealousy could take his sister away from him.

*Liah's pov

'New brother...... sounds my existence wouldn't matter anymore' I thought.