“There's been a growing barrier between us.” Jungkook says this time instead, his voice more firm and tense than it had previously been. “I've been feeling it. The distance is starting to concern me, hyung. What happened?”
alternatively, Jimin deals with falling in love with his band mate as best as he could.
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September 20, 2022 - Jimin's Apartment Present Time
♬ I'm in my bed And you're not here
Jimin died three times.
His first death, had been the same day their track song of Map of the Soul O:NE, Black Swan had been released. The company even expressed their own opinions on how he had embodied the image of the song so much that he'd be able to pull it off as his solo if he even dared to try— which time and time again he'd beg to differ.
His second death, had been when they decided to forfeit their contract in their shared dorm. Jimin thought it had been bound to have come sooner or later, but even having it in front of him was such a plain crash of emotions he couldn't even dare to begin tackling with.
He respected his members so much, and he understood that moving out meant for them to begin their lives individually since they'd been under the same roof for almost a decade since they debuted as idols.
It was bittersweet, like another underlying secret he'd been pushing down for most of his years. He liked their spaces together and their closeness, distinctively present individually as his recognized bonds, he loved them whole heartedly.
But Jimin thinks he loved a single bandmate of his more than he loved the other five.
“Idol Jeon Jungkook has been reported to have attended the nation's little sister, IU's concert with his brother alongside many other idols--”
♬ And there's no one to blame but the drink in my wandering hands
Jimin blinks through the dimmed lights of his home, pressing his wine glass to his lips and taking another swig as his eyes remained glued on the news report on screen.
“BTS' maknae has admitted to IU being his ideal type a few years ago in--”
The brunet dutifully picks up the remote and quickly mutes the news report, drowning the glass of wine in his hand with a wince and placing the empty glass on the table.
Jungkook was always special to him, and he'd like to think it had been reciprocated by the younger too. No one would have gone all the way to buy him a trip to Tokyo on his birthday and take him to fucking Disneyland but Jungkook because he was extravagant that way.
