glimpse of trust

ch7

he felt headache so he forced and opened his eyes and saw white room, looking around, he noticed that it was a hospital room.
' but why i am here i must be dead, what happening here'

he got off the bed but still suffering from headache then he noticed that he broken his arm.
he walked to one of the doors and opened it to find a closet ' ah a vip hospital room, tsk how wealthy' then he went to next door and enter the toilet.

he made his business and left.
As he was leaving he noticed a mirror so he glanced at it.

the mirror reflect a young man with pink hair and two panda eyes from the left uncleaned properly make up and he saw a band around this head that brought him a conclusion for this headache he is suffering

he knew he is not himself but he doesn't know how to react which made him smile in mockery
' it seems that these bastards effected me mentally too' after his trust being severly broken, and suffering mentally and physically also losing many people because of his carelessness made him emotionless.

he went out ' it seems this body belong a spoiled young master'

he went to bed to sleep, suddenly he started  suffering from a stronger headache that he fainted.

he saw this body soul who show him, his whole memories
' this body belong to a boy named Leng Yin and he is only 16 years old, he is from a wealthy family and he had 3 siblings, two big brothers and twin younger sister, he simply received less care than his twin sister so he became stupid one that left school and was thrown out of house and died in street by drugs taken from gangsters were hired by his brother in law and he had a deep hatred to his sister that he blame her for all of his suffering and want revenge from his sister, brothers and his brother in law...... tsk like i will do it you were very stupid and died uselessly so why do i have to waste time on getting your revenge, get lost is better than kicking you myself'

the boy soul was scared, trembling in fear then disappeared from his conscious.

after it disappeared he was able wake up
he massaged his forehead away from bands

' he died at 25, now he is 16, yesterday was his birthday but got drunk and went in an accident so that why he was in this bed, now i need power and money before 21 which is the time he was thrown out, i will not try to hold any thigh since i know at any moment you will thrown, no one can be trusted even this simple boy family,

for simply bullying his sister by putting salt, hot pepper or other silly jokes he was hitted by his older brothers, kicked out of his family because he ruin her engagement party and became addicted to drugs by gangster his brother in law hired because he threaten her to destroy her reputation as an actress, rather than teaching him they threw him aside and put the blame on him and he was a simple boy so he will not do what he said and he ruin her engagement after he went in a fight with his brother in law's cousin for drooling over his sister and call her name and the reputation is a way so that he could return home

since he missed his family and for simply salt bully is because of jealousy as for the revenge is more like a wish, he wanted to be loved more than his sister, what a simple boy so you are telling me that such people will carry you, want a joke once you are of no use you will be thrown away'

huan qingji smiled then waited for a nurse who was giving him a needle but soon he hold her arm to stop her, with trembling hand he was able to stop her and his eyes were widen then became cautious.

due to what he suffer he can't trust that there is nothing in the needle also these bastards were drugging him by these needles they penetrate his hand with then he lost his sanity and became a perfect sex toy that will only gain its sanity after it broke down.
" no need, i need to leave"

the nurse know that this a vip patient so she does not dare to annoy him so she went and told the told that check him up but found that he was recovering perfectly only his arm is broken as for others are all skin wounds and seeing his determinationso could only accept his leave but the doctor added a note that he needs to meet a psychologist as fast as he could due to suffering a trauma.

the doctor was checking him but once he touch his skin he will push him aside then after leaving to his office , on the way the nurse told him how he reacted so this made him recommend a psychologist for him.

he left the hospital and took his wallet to find it full of cards and cash so he signed then a taxi came and took him back, he doesn't want to enter the bus since he doesn't accept any skin interaction .

then the taxi stopped at the gates, then he got off and paid him.
seeing him the guards opened the gate and he could enter.

he went in, it was only 1 pm so nobody will be in home so he went straight to his room and slept in the very soft bed that he could only sleep on it in his dreams, it been a while since he rested so he slept deeply for first time for a long time, to him these 15 days were like 100 years since not a minute he could relax in, he feels like that was all simply a nightmare but his body subconscious reactions shows that it was all real not a nightmare which made him to not wake up from this dream since one is real the other must not be.