glimpse of trust

ch12

The treatment took quite a time not only for his head injury but also from the drugs in his blood and the excessive r@pe that caused interior bleeding and other problems so he stayed for couple of months then he was dismissed.

The time he was dismissed was also the new year celebration time.

with some guards, he returned to his house where he and his childhood friends and other members live in before he started living in the company , he wanted to spend this night here for last.

the controllers of the video games are still on the table and the house still the same like nothing happened, like they will return like his best friend didn't burn to death as his other friends but behind all this only the dust tells the time and denies his lies, telling them they are gone.

he does not know what to do, he want to fall on his knees and cry but nothing coming out nor is he feeling anything, only the feeling of going insane.

he cleaned the house and fixed everything, then he made food and ate alone.
it been a long time since he celebrated new year by himself, it was when he was still an abandoned child but when he met his best friend and others, he never celebrate any occasion by himself, always with others.

he was sitting by himself, drinking wine and smoking while clicking on the remote to another channels to see something worth to watch, he was thinking of calling the guards to celebrate with him.

then ping pong, the sound of door bell then heard a voice " hey Huan qingji are you celebrating the new year by yourself, how boring i came to celebrate with you"

he opened to see Fu Zhen who brought a cake in a box then he moved aside for him to enter later closed the door.

Fu Zhen look at him " you reek of alcohol and was smoking , how much are you drinking and smokef, and how dare you , a still few hours dismissed patient drinks alcohol and smoke, so want to die?"
" so be it"
" ok, this is a cake, i bought in the way to here"

he cut the cake and they ate it then sat on the sofa watching couple of channels

it was only the T.V sound emitting when suddenly Fu Zhen spoke " Huan qingji the past ended, he became a history, a memory thats all so stop torture yourself and give up on it, nothing going to return"
" emm it's time to return"
" yeah or we will be raided and killed"

huan qingji got up from the sofa and turned to Fu Zhen " it is time to leave"
Fu zhen lower his head and shake it while smiling then raised it up " yeah it is"
thus he left the sofa

they went out. huan qingji said to one of the guards " is everything ready"
" one minute, boss"
" finish it"
then some guards entered the house and throw petrol in every corner.

later huan qingji take out a cigarette and light it out, smoke two times then throw it to the house then boom the house was full in fire.

" huan qingji will you regret it?"
" no, burning it is better with all it's memories, it is not time for grief but for revenge"
then he turned around and left.

Fu zhen and huan qingji are the only left in the group of friends.

seeing huan qingji like this didn't made him happy as excepted but sad, he knows that huan qingji changed, he is not that caring one even though he was a gangster or became mafia but still cherish his family and friends and every memory he could cherish but now he changed to be someone that destroy it and despair for revenge, he understands that what huan qingji suffered of course will change him but what he worries that he takes revenge as his only reason to live.
huan qingji is his only friend left he doesn't want to lose him.
 
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seeing huan qingji already left, fu zhen and also left .

unfortunately what Fu zhen worry about was true, Huan qingji only goal is to torture Lin Xiang to death and with him being emotionless made him become more insane.