FINDING MR WRONG (B1)

Chapter 5

CHAPTER FIVE

   One night, I stayed over again. While Karah was in bed, I hit the shower. Only I'd purposely left the door unlocked. I knew he'd follow me in. I know it's a huge risk, but for some crazy reason, it makes it even more intense. Crazy, I know. But I'm secretly hoping we'll get caught out, and once everything's out, he'll be with me forever. We don't, but it is fun all the same.
"Christ, you're a bad influence on me. Baby, this is a dangerous game you're playing, but I fucking love it. Now turn around and open your legs. I'm going to fuck that tight pussy of yours. Then I want you to clean me up. Do you hear me? I want that naughty mouth of yours wrapped around my dick."
I do as he orders, and after bending over, I turn my head. I turn it, just to watch his every move.
"Oh, you're so fucking naughty. Tomorrow night, I'm coming to you. I'm going to sneak into your room and fuck this tight pussy. I'll do it, while your parents sleep in their bed. Do you hear me? I'm going to spank your ass too. Christ!"
He seethed through his teeth when I push back. I'm forcing him to sink further in. As soon as he hits my G-spot, I tell him to go fast. God, he feels so good. So good, I tell him I want that. I want all of him, just me and him. I also ask him to leave her and be with me. Only, instead of giving it, he just hushed me and said, "we'll talk later." after once again, pushing his shaft inside of me. I got so lost in him, he made me forget my requests.
The same thing happened again, and after weeks of telling him this... he finally says, I have him. However, I've still to see him leave her. The evening he sneaked into my room, they almost caught us. While he was about to push past my walls, my mum knocked on my door. I made him hide under my bed until she left. Yes, he kept his promise, too. He spanked me. Oh boy, it was hot as hell. Every time I'm with him, I have this uncontrollable need to have him inside of me. I want him all the time. Sadly, with the situation we're in, I'm lucky if we get three nights a week. As expected, we have to be careful. I get that, but it's so unfair. I want to shout out to the world. I want everybody to know he's mine. I even went to the extreme of going to him while his wife was in the house. Oh boy, what a rush that was.
After leaving Karah, I knew where he'd be, in his garage, so I told her I have to go. Only, I was naughty again and sneaked my way inside. I found him under the car. I see his legs dangling out the side, so being bad, I moved in and begin unzipping his jeans. Of course, it shocks him and he bangs his head. Instantly, I shush him while telling him "It's just me." I couldn't help chucking, especially when I make him growl. This came after placing his shaft in my mouth.
"Shit, baby, you'll get us caught! Jesus, that's so good."
He whispered the words, knowing we could get caught. Only, in that moment, I didn't care. All I want is him and if my risk-taking will get us closer to that happening, then so be it. As with every affair, the risks are always high. I'm just finishing cleaning him up when I freeze. She's calling out, telling him his lunch is ready. Naturally, he tells her, "I'll be there in a bit. I need to grab a spare part. I won't be too long."
Once he told her, I hear her sigh. Then, as she closed the door, he moves out. He's telling me to get in his car.
"What, why?" I ask and he growls.
"We're getting out of here. Baby, you're taking a big fucking risk doing this! I can't have her catching us, not like this."
Instant pain hits my chest. I know he's right, but it still doesn't stop it from hurting. Just feeling that pain, knowing he's taking some pretty colossal risks, too. Well, I throw them at him.
"You came to my church, knowing full well my parents' would be there. How's this any different to that? Cade, I-"
I'm about to say more, but then we hear movement again and I'm pushed inside his car.
"Stay down and don't move until I tell you."
Before he closed the door, he looks down. He's looking at me with a maddened stare, making me shrink back a little.
"The difference is I have more to lose here! That's my wife, and my kid in there. Seeing your mouth wrapped around my dick would kill them."
So with that, he almost slammed the car door, and the guilt kicked in. I know he's right, but I know my point was right, too. It's okay for him to take risks, but I can't. How's that fair? Yes, I shouldn't have done it, but he did it too. He came to my home, while my parents were inside. He came to my work, where my uncle could catch us. To top it all off, he came to my church. My freaking church where my parents were and all their friends too. Granted, I sat at the back, bored as sin. Only when I felt those tingles, my entire body come alive. I felt him before I found him. He was there, in a doorway, looking every bit the sexy man he was. My heart pounded, and once I told my mum, I needed the bathroom, I went to him.
Without a word, he grabbed my hand and pulled us into a small room. It's one full of books, one where a lot of the parishioners come to read. So it was a high risk, one where my parents would be so disappointed in me. Yet, even so, we didn't care. He didn't care when I told him this either. "I'm sorry, baby. I missed you too much. Now hush and let me feel you again." So, as you can imagine, I'm pissed he's mad at me.

While he drove his car towards my home, I don't even look at him. I don't even speak. I'm too mad, so I made sure he knows it by my silence. I'm guessing it's pretty deafening too, only because he breaks. Instead of turning the car towards my street, he drove past it. I'm about to break my silence and ask what he's up to, but it's stalled when he pulled into an old car park behind an old restaurant. Once he killed the engine, he opens his door and slams it. Seconds later, he climbs in the back with me. I'm thinking he'll say something, but he just sits there in silence. I'm assuming he's trying to sort out his head, but then I'm shocked when he finally opens up.

"Jo, what do you want out of this?"
As you know, he knows exactly what I want. Hell, I've told him so many times. I tell him this too, to which he sighed. He then ran his hand over his tired-looking face; obviously frustrated.
"I've told you, it's not that easy. That's my family, Jo. I've been with her for a long time now. I cannot just drop this shit on her."
Instantly my eyes snap to his before calling him out on the "this shit" part. He calls what we have, this shit?
"Jo, you know that's not what I meant. I-"
"No, I know exactly what you meant! Damn it!"
Before he could respond, I open the car door and step out. I need to get away, but he stopped me and pulled me back inside before my feet even touch the ground.
"Christ's sake! Jolie, stop running away every bastard time something happens. This is not how this shit works. We need to talk about this. Baby, I know what you want, and I want it too. It's just... I can't just up and leave."

"Why, why can't you leave her? You're not happy with her. It's obvious because you're here with me! So what the hell are you afraid of? Karah's at college doing her own thing... As for your fucking wife! She works all hours' godsends. What kind of relationship is that? We have it good, Cade, and you know I can give you more. Hell, a lot more than what she's giving you right now. You can't deny that what we have is amazing... and if I had you all to myself, with me twenty-four-seven, I'd never stop wanting you. I want you even now, and I'm furious with you! All I want is to touch you whenever I want, anytime night and day. All I want is you. Yet, I'm kinda feeling like I'm getting the shitty end of the deal here. She's getting to sleep in your bed, holding you after you've fucked me. She gets your morning kisses while I get the goodbyes. She gets to make your meals, wash your clothes, and gets to touch you whenever she likes."
I have to take a deep breath to gather my thoughts.
"She gets to show you off when I have to hide in the shadows. I'll never truly be yours. Is this really what you want from this, 'this shit' as you so nicely put it? Is this shit all you want to do? Is it all you want from me? You want us to hide in the shadows, while always watching our backs? All the while you stay with her, still fucking her? If so, how long is this going to go on? When exactly do I get my good mornings? My morning kisses, my cuddles at night? When do I get my happy ending? I mean, because right now, I don't feel so happy!"