Addiction (Relaunch)

Chapter Fourteen: Reminisce #2

***Jace's POV***

Her weight shifted on top of my body as her hands clawed my hair. I could feel a gush of emotions by the side of my face. I took a peek, Ashlynn is witnessing this. I frowned. Not sure if I should succumb to the pleasure or listen to the voices of my head telling me to stop. A fragment of memory from Alex earlier flashed across my blurry vision stopping myself from pushing her away. 

'Piece of advice, be the badguy. It helps.'

I allowed her to unleash her sexual desire towards me but I did not reciprocate it. My hands were froze in mid-air with her body in between. My squinting eyes and frowned expression were peeking at Ashlynn who was staring at our unfolding sensual scene. 'She doesn't look happy.' 

She finally broke the kiss, probably not happy that I'm not kissing her back but neither am I pushing her away. The group cheered congratulating me for being lucky. I turned to look at Ashlynn, hoping she could understand why I did that. She ignored me.  

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"Ash, what's that about...", I questioned her knowing she took up that illicit dare and made out with Alex. 'I rejected all the dares. How could she?'  

"Why did you take the dare?", I asked frustrated. She seems annoyed that I could even question her action, "Then why didn't you push that bitch away earlier!". I softened. 

"That's...different, Ash", I tried to explain myself. I'm not sure what went through my mind but I definitely was shrouded by what Alex told me earlier. Even if it happened, could she not see that I did not reciprocate her kiss? I brushed my hair, frustrated by how she judge the situation so quickly earlier.

"Then so is mine too!", she rebuked, not happy with my answer. 'How is that different, Ash? Alex is my sister's ex and the both of you made out in front of us outside of the dare. You clearly enjoyed it.'  All of this is making me upset over how Ashlynn could even compare her dare and mine. Mine wasn't even voluntary. I scuffled my hands across my hair, frustrated over her response. 

A moment of silence filled the ride as my eyes were fixated on the road. I felt Ashlynn's sigh. "I was jealous, okay! You did not even push her away.", she said. I called out to her. 

"I'm sorry I did not push her away earlier. But this time, you really hurt me doing that with Alex", my voice almost cracked. I grit my teeth, resisting the urge to cry out the frustration that has loomed over me. 'Why did Alex said that to me? Does it have anything to do with Ashlynn? Is there something going on between the both of them.'  

Questions after questions that were left unanswered clouded my mind as I sped up the car. 

"We're just housemates, Jace", Ashlynn tried to calm me down. "He pulled you back, Ash. How could I trust him living with you.", my head feeling heavy.

I took deep breathes. "Come live with me, Ash", I said. I could see that she was surprised by my sudden request as she swiveled her head to face me. My eyes still fixed on the road. "I'm serious. Think about it", I said, shifting my hand over to hold hers. She nodded and told me that she would consider. 'I think this is the better option for now. To get her away from Alex.' 

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"You're, you're drunk, Ash", my voice stammering as the touch of her lips around my shoulder up aroused me. I shut my eyes, breathing in, trying to control myself from her arousal. Her small waist and slender body was enough to make any man go crazy, 'What more the fact that she is trying to seduce me with that body'  I breathed in deeper. I don't want to ravage her when she is not sober. "Ash, stop", I ordered, as I tried to put my hands around her arm. She pushed herself further in, bringing her hand up to my hair and pulled my head to her neck as if ordering me to kiss her. 'Fuck, she's hot.' 

I gave in and started landing kisses around her neck, sucking unto her fair complexion as I continue. She tilted her back, her breast facing the sky. 'She's aroused'  I could hear her soft moans with every touch I made. 'At this rate she's going, I could no longer control myself.' 

I groaned, frustrated that this is not how I want history to repeat again. 'She's not sober again. The last time was the same.'

"Do you want to go elsewhere?", her soft and sweet voice whispered next to my ear. I stared deep into her big brown eyes, 'The things I'd do to this girl.'  

The next moment, I find myself in the powder room, burrowing my head at her neck as I pushed myself unto her, just like a leaping tiger. 'I could no longer control myself. I need to finish her off' 

I smashed my lips unto hers, groaning as I enjoy her little moans and the pleasure of caressing her hot body. 'Oh, she's really sexy.' 

Her cries of pleasure were turning me on so well as I continued arousing her with every touch I made. My body in between her opened thighs. 'It's your fault for seducing me, Ash.'  My hands were all over her, covering every inch of her hot body. Some of her moans were escaping from our smacking lips. 

I then braved myself to push her to the next step. I checked to see if she is aware of what I was doing. 'Nope'  I pulled down the string on her shoulder, undressing her from the top as I go. She let out a loud moan, probably surprised by my sudden handiwork. I pushed down her top, revealing her breast. She let out another cry arousing me further. I continued smashing my lips unto her to distract her from what's bound to happened. 

I started fondling her exposed breast, twirling my finger around her pink nipples as I go. Her cries became louder. Her body arched forward automatically, probably succumbing to the pleasure. "Do you like it, Ash", I teased, kissing her passionately. She cried harder. 'It feels different compared to last time when she rejected my approach. This time she's more natural.'  I grin at the thought of it, thinking that she was probably nervous with our first time. 

I felt brave. I then lifted her hands and put it on my bulge as I continue devouring her lips. "Make me feel good, Ash", I instructed.

A jolt of energy came crashing unto my body as she pushed me away, looking surprised that I did that. I fumed, frustrated that she had turned me on and now she is going to back out. I forced myself back unto her but she resisted harder this time. "Stop! Please...", she begged. 

An aggravation of emotion mixed with disappointment from the pleasure and pain gushed through my body as I listened to her cries causing me to stop devouring her further. I pushed myself away and punch the wall, "Why do you always fuck with my feelings, Ash?", I yelled, frustrated that this was the second time that she has done it. 'What's wrong with her?'  

I looked back up to find her watery eyes locking unto mine, as she hugged her exposed body. 'She's sober now.'  

"Pain...", she murmured. I softened at the thought of it, surprised by her sudden admittance. 'Is she a virgin?'  

"I'll bring you home.", I comforted, fixing her dress as I comforted her. 

'So much for nice guys, huh?'

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