How to save a life // M.C

Michael.

I couldn't believe the words she spoke and what those mean, I can't been through this again I remember my sister's suicide 1 year after my dad died , she killed herself on the same day. My mom wasn't home and I was returning from school and I saw her standing there on her room floor cold and pale with her make up all messed up on her beautiful face.

I tried to save her and call the 911 right after I saw her on the floor but it was too late, they and I couldn't do anything.She didn't even left a letter and she didn't have to I knew all her reasons to do that, some people still think she killed herself because of my dad but it wasn't just that ,that just was the final drop in the ocean that was her mind.

A part of me don't wanna do this because of the painful memories that this brings me but the other part really wants to help her since I couldn't save my sister. I just hope I don't get to attached to her or I'm afraid of what could I do if  she dies.

I come back from my thoughts and look at her, she's so delicate and smart that is sad to think of what I had done to her and our friendship a year ago, I just hope that wasn't one of the reasons that made her want to kill herself.

- I think I can try to save your life, this is if you accept of course I don't...

-Daenerys: I accept your help even I thinking it won't work.

deadIy.