Mental ♤ Minsung (1)

Arguments And Risks

                     ¿Minho's Pov¿
This poor guy hasn't had anyone touch him since the day his parents were killed. So many years have passed, my heart feels heavy as he said that.

I'm not going to sit by idly and just let him suffer. This boy suffers from social anxiety but physical touch calms him. That's what truly helps him better than medicine will. These doctors just know how to bounce in and out of his life but he's like anyone else and needs stability.

I pull away from the hug as I notice he is crying, I place my hand on his cheek to wipe his tears then I pulled my hand away.

"Thank you Minho. I appreciate that, you made me so happy"  He smiles, he actually smiled for once. I'm so happy myself that I felt as if I won the Olympics or something big.

"So I will be right back as I just need to check a few things, but I promise I will be right back Jisung. Don't worry." I pat his knee cap before getting up from the bed as I put on my shoes and doctor's coat.

I then walk out of the room shutting the door behind me. I stop near his door as I need to check my pulse. It feels as if my heart is pounding... sure enough, I could feel my pulse jump up and down, 130 bpm,that's high. By just a hug? This isn't middle school. I will allow him to see that sunset but first more things are important.

I walk up to Dr.Lee Y as his face is red almost like he has a fever. "Everything okay? You seem like you have a fever?" I ask him as it almost is like he was panicking when I asked the question.

"Me? Yeah 100%. You know sometimes it's just so hot in those rooms. So any luck with Han Jisung?" He asks as he jots down a couple notes on his sheet of paper.

"Well that's actually what I came up to you for. So he has been in confinement for 11 years now, do you mind if I at least take him out to see the sunset like at the window here?" He looks at me as I am about to be killed and I don't know it yet.

"Are you freaking insane? They are all locked up here for a reason. He is manipulating your emotions"

Oh? He thinks just because he's here that he deserves this? "Okay let me get this straight, you think he's dangerous?" I look him straight in the eyes, this is about to make me mad or very irritated. Either way bad deal for both of us.

"Okay, then let me just do the same thing to Jennie Kim and see how well that works out. Oh right she's a fucking killer. Loony. Get it Minho?" He keeps getting more pissed by the second and I didn't care.

"He has anxiety, suicidal thoughts, depression and PTSD, not totally crazy. Plus he's a harm to himself and not others."

"But how do you know that? Do you think that he wouldn't have a grudge on doctors? I mean he's been here for 11 years. Wake up. There's a reason why he's still here and the doctors keep bailing."

"How would you like to be in a cell seeing nothing and only reading for 11 years? Or maybe the fact that every other patient gets windows. How about I escort him to a window and then put him back? He'll in a straight jacket though."

"He can still run you know. I mean he could kick you and then make a run for it. Besides others can have it because we know it's safe."

"Yongbok,how innocent can you be?" I take my walkie talkie off of my clip of my back pocket that was under my coat. "Code Red is all I would need to say and security or whom ever would be there before he could go anywhere. Besides he isn't like that."

"How would you know? You only been his doctor for a week now? He gets a bigger room than most do just due to sheer fact he has someone in there almost all the time. Well except for a couple of minutes."

"Oh? You think you know everything just because you been here longer? Ive been here for close to two weeks now. You should keep up with that Lee. Like the same with yours? How about Hyunjin? Would he do that to you?"

" Your the head of this floor, you deal with it." He tells me and walks away. Ugh he so makes me mad sometimes but he don't understand anything about Jisung.

                 ¡ Jisung's Pov ¡

He comes in with a straight jacket looking mad as hell. Oh hell no, I read these types of things in books. Is he here to dispose of me the non legal way? I don't want to die like this.

"Okay here's the deal, I'm putting you in a straight jacket since no one has a fucking trust in me" He shouts the last part as I swear his blood pressure is probably out of the roof. "I'll slip you in there, walk you to the window and we can see the sunset and stars. Then afterwards back here. Got it?"

"What is this military camp or something? Do I have to stand up straight and yell yes sir?" I grin at him as he raises his eyebrow up. I'm getting on his last nerve and I could care less now as he makes me a bit bold. This is the first time that I could relax and tease someone. 

Dr.Lee M slips on straight jacket. Yup definitely can't move this contraption. I mean jeez, talk about some mad skills if you get out of this one. I stand up as his hand is on my shoulders as we walk down the hall. The bright lights stings my eyes at first but eventually my eyes adjusts to the white walled corridors and the white marbled flooring. So this is what it looks like out? Suddenly I'm more grateful for my room.

"Shouldn't be too much longer." He tells me as I look around at the other doctors and nurses as they whisper.

"Hey Doctor, maybe we should just go back to my room instead?" I hate all this attention on me. It makes me feel like a freak or attraction.

"Nope. I got you out, no going back yet."

"And what do you think you are doing?"  A doctor came up behind up making me jump as he startles me when he spoke.

"Uh doing my job. How do you expect him to be out in the real world when he doesn't even remember what the sun looks like? Do you think a job is going to hire him like that? Yang, stay out of this. I've done had one doctor up my ass already, don't need another."

"Do you seriously think they would get a job with this place being on his record? Hell no, don't be playing into your own fantasies."

"Well it's better than your idea which is sit on your ass and let him idle for another 11 years. Now go, you need to do your job like I am doing mine"

The doctor walks away as he mumbles something under his breath. Jeez, what kind of drama goes on around here? I mean if this is the shit show they run, then please leave me in there next time.

"This is nothing you did wrong Han, he just has a problem with every fucking thing today. He must have not been laid in a decade." He pats my head with his free hand as he glares behind me as his jaw ticks. Great who has what issues now?

"Please, let's just go back" I whine to him as he shakes his head walking further down the white walled corridor. My eyes are burning just from looking at these damn walls alone. He stops as he faces me.

"Oh by the way, I'm opening up a whole new world full of new experiences for you" He whispers in my ear quickly "And maybe I can help with your trouble."