that night she didn't sleep, she called out a favor from an old friend of her to send her all the files conected to the winter soldier programme .she needed to know more .
it was 4am by now. she knew steve will be up by this time for his morning run with sam ;but sam always join him at 5 or 6 am
but instead loki showed up with two cups of coffe ;he tryed to make her go to bed but she was too stuborn to deal with .
" good morning " he said placing the cup on the table.
" good morning loki" she smiled .
" how is...all of this" he asked pointing at the pile of files and papers on the desk.
" great i guess "
" well i'm going back to asgard ,you want anything ?"
" i want my flower " he always brings her a flower she likes so much on his visits to asgard ,it always made her happy they were so beautiful it was a way to calm her down .
" okay"
" do you guys really need to leave everytime ;i just got here" she got up and walked over to him .
" yeah ,sorry we can't stay for longer love" he pulled her into a hug he usually not a hug persone but she was the first one of the team who talked to him and made him feel wanted and that's how they become friends .she sigh he got an idea to cheer her up.
" i wanna give you something " he used his magic to make a black dagger with golden edges .
" woow ,for real ?" she was acting like a child in a candy shop ; it was a commen thing between her and loki to always have daggers they play with them, fight with them, do spells.
" thank you it's beautiful " he looked at her with a sad smile.
" goodbye my friend "
" bye loki" and just like that he left.
"i know you're whatching me" she said sitting back in her place .
bucky's pov :
bucky have slept at least three hours then a nightmare woke him up again it was about the girl with the white and black hair .he was so tired of them every time he thought they're gone they came back worst and worst ,he lay in his bed staring at the ceiling .he soon got bord so he got up to explore the tower more, it's a bad habit he does to feel safe in his new place.
as he was walking he heard voices. it was a male and the voice of the girl ;they were having a conversation he stood in the shadows whatching the two. they seem close very close,he was surprised to hear the raven haird man call her love . he felt a buble of anger and something else he didn't know but it was there .he found himself wishing to be like that with her ,to hug her all the time ,laugh with her , feel her skin against his .
it had been a long time since someone showed him that kind of afection till yesterday when she hugged him. it felt so...right to him he felt calm and safe he felt home.
the guy left ,she was just standing there then walked to her seat .
" i know you're whatching me" his eyes widen .
" come out barnes i don't bight you know" she smirked .
damn it!
" how did you know i was here?" i asked finding my voice, she was dressed difrent from yesterday.
and her hair was up in a lose bun with some of her hair on her eyes wich she blow away and stared at me with her icy blue eyes." you do relize that i'm a trained assassin to, right?" he nodded.
" you're not gonna sit?" she asked pointing to the chairs.
he obeyed ." what are you doing?" he asked after a while.
" nothing important "
" nightmares?" his head shot up at the question .
" n-no " he answered fast .
" so what is your nightmare?" she asked pulling a cat into her lap.
his heart was beating fast ,he never told anyone about his nightmares not even steve ;becaus he thought he didn't deserve confort plus no one exprient what he did .but he felt like he could trust her with that seeing that she has the same past ;filled with death, blood and lose.
" it was-about you" she gave him a 'hm' to continue.
" the day we met...but it was difrent...i did it" his voice craked at the end, he put his head in his hands and took a shaky breath .she bit down her lio thinking of a way to comfort the ex-assassin she wasn't good with amotions .she did the onley thing she knew.she sat down next to him and held his hand ,but what he did surprised her .he puts his head on her shoulder and his real arm around her middle she exepted the action and wrapped her arms around his board shoulders and let him cry as much as he want becaus he deserve to feel to be in pain.
to cry
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Фанфикy/n an avenger . they call her silence becaus of her skills but under the mask she's someone else . she has this thing about her that just make anyone comfortable and calm . what will happen when captain america ask her to help his friend