I'm never okay

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"Baby.." Joon chased you in the hallway.


"I'm sorry." You wiped your tears now your mascara was all ruined, I'm sorry for storming at you. Look at you all wet. Go bath first. I'll.."


He cut you with a kiss. His lips were cold from the rain. Yet he kissed you until he found warmth.


"I'm never okay being far from you." He kissed you again. Locking the door behind, he continued kissing you until the two of you reached your room.


Starting to undress each other impatiently.


It was like your first all over again. He was trying to be gentle and intimate. Pouring all his attention to you. Every inch of you. None of it was left without his touches.


He made love to you passionately, wishing you could feel how much he cherished you. All his gentle and warm side were occupied only for you. His days and nights belonged to you.You hugged him tightly. Watching the rain slowing down just now.


"I want to stay like this forever.." Now you understand why people said fall in love makes you stupid, that you'll lost your mind because you felt like it now.


"I couldn't sleep since my graduation." "It kept me wide awake longer than when I was thinking about my exam." He chuckled," I never say anything because I don't want to make you worried.. but in the end i still made you worry.."


"I shouldn't have said anything.." There was a lot in your mind that you couldn't shake it off no matter how much you tried.


"I guess it made us both vulnerable.." "Baby, I love you and it's only you for me.. I know it's a lot to ask but please bear with it until we can see each other again. I promised I'll come back often. I wouldn't miss any of your important days." Birthday, anniversary, anything. He would be there. Each of the milestones in this relationship, "I suppose to give this in the restaurant.." He looked for the gift in his coat.


It was a necklace with a key pendant. He wore the other one with a lock pendant.
"It's a key to my heart." He said shyly. Well, that sounds better in his head, "This one here.. It's only for you to open.. " Namjoon showed you his necklace.



"Help me put it on."


"You mean the world to me, Y/n.. And I mean it.." "I wish there's better words to express my love to you." "Thank you for accepting my love.."


Since the very beginning it was him who was always giving. Oh, god, if only you realized sooner how much you love this man.. This won't be hard. It was only a year. You sure it was nothing.


"No, i thank you, Kim Namjoon.. for loving me.. for reaching out to me.." Because you wouldn't able to be here today without him..

Your parents drove the two of you to the airport. They took half a day off. Little Joon was also coming and he sat with Namjoon. Totally charmed by the older guy.

"Next time come again.." Your mother rubbed your head, her eyes were looking at Namjoon, "Take care of her, will you?"

"I will, Mrs Han."

"Call me often, honey." She hugged you a bit. The little girl who used to tail her everywhere. "Okay, mom." "See you, dad." You hugged your dad a bit. He patted your back softly.

"I have a license for my gun. If you hurt her, I'll chase you to every corner of the world." Namjoon swore he shivered down his spine.

"That's very nice of you dad. But killing is illegal." You rolled your eyes.

"No, if you don't get caught.." He was still glaring at him.

"Go get in.." Your mother waved goodbye. You always thought you were okay being away from them, but after two weeks with your parents. Leaving seemed very hard. And after this you had to bid goodbye to Joonie's as well.

"Don't be sad.. I'm here.."


"I know.." You looked back once again. Waving to your family.
Joon laced his fingers with you.


Let's get lost in this world together. Live and Love to the fullest. Experience and explore our youth. And find each other again.

by bangtanboyspersona

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