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."I want to touch you, I want to kiss you, I wanted to embrace you but I had no idea how to get closer to you...you comes from a world which is completely different from mine" after those thought jk felt he couldn't say to tae he knows those words he never say to him..
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"Hey Jimin wanna go out & fuck some chicks? " a red hair boy asked
"Yeah sure "jimin smirk hearing the thought of fuck-
In the party:))
Jimin was way too drunk but suddenly someone ask him..
"Hey why your a play boy.. Are u always like that? " a stranger ask him being curious over the fuck boy who he saw always..
Jimin look at the boy for a while before answering,,...
"I wasn't like that... But some situation made me this way & Im happy the way I'm now.. " he say with a sigh
"Aren't you tired of playing with people? you should atleast find your happiness "
"Happiness huh?...it left me long ago when my mom left me for another man.. & love? . Isn't for me "
That stranger stop talking when Jimin said those words he's wasn't expecting this ans from him..
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Jimin keep drinking until he saw a familiar face in a crowd he knew who he was it's was Yoongi.......His first love
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He was with a girl smiling, drinking having fun, he never saw Yoongi smiling like that to him so Jimin got jealous.. He broke the glass he was holding & go to them...Jimin couldn't think of anything else he grab Yoongi shirt pulled him towards him.. & smashed their lips..
Yoongi pause he didn't understand what's happening until he felt a soft pair of lips with his.. Jimin slowly pull out of the kiss.. But deep down someone want more..
"From now on your mine "Jimin said & collapse...before Jimin fall he hold him & pulled him towards him like he's hugging him..
"I'm sorry my friend is drunk.. Can we meet next time? "Yoongi said with sigh
"Yeah sure no problem"the girl said & left the place
Then Yoongi look at the man who's sleeping so comfortable leaning on him .. He couldn't help but to admired how beautiful this boy is, he then gaze at his lips which he want to felt aging
"You know Jimin your babo my babo(fool) " Yoongi laugh & carried him bridel style out of the bar he put him gently on the car..
Yoongi took Jimin to his house as he don't no his password of his house.. He put him gently on bed removing his shoes then put a blanket on him & seat beside him while patting his smooth hair & said....
"The first time we met was never meant to be , but there was something in you so bright that wanted me to see" Yoongi smile remembering the first time he meet Jimin the way he face was all red when he held Jimin hand.. He was like a tomato .. After last glancing at him he left the room...
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Morning:))Jimin wake up with a damm headache, then he find himself in a unfamiliar room, he get panicked he thought he had one night stand he hurriedly taking his cloths & about run away when....
"Where are you going stupid? "A deep & husky voice was heard behind him
"Wait is it my cat or I'm dreaming.... Get a grip Jimin & run " in thought
But when Jimin about to go pass by him Yoongi held him & pulled him closer, his breath hitting Jimin face he can feel the warm of his body
Jimin was still unsure if it's really Yoongi because, Yoongi will never held him like this or even won't let someone be in his house, so it's was hard for Jimin to getting all this at once. Until Yoongi break his bubble...
"You brat do you know how hard for me to take care of you when your drunk.. I don't know why I had to encounter with you every single time when you get drunk.."
"Your not a stalker are u? "
Yoongi still helding him until he realised how close they're so he back off..."Ahemm....S-stop getting drunk when you can't hold liquor" Yoongi flush a bit because closeness with Jimin.
Jimin want this moment to be stopped but it's hurting him knowing.. This man who's standing infont of him doesn't know he had feeling for him.. This time Jimin made up his mind to confess his love.. It's doesn't matter if it end up hurting... He was hurting for the beginning so he can endure the pain.. He thought he should pour the love he have for this boy.. Because he want his heart to be at easy....his heart was throbbing inside he had many war with himself until he finally made a decision to confess...
"Mr min Yoongi.. You know I love you.. I know I'm being absurd & I also know you hate homosexuality.. But this is me.."
"I know you don't like me but.."
"Do you? "
"I mean was there even a point in time where you thought of us together? "
"Oh.. I forget have ever imagine being with a man have you? "
"Were you happy taking to me even just for a second?"
"I must say you don't.. Because you hate me.. & now you will hate me even more because I turn out to be like this.."
"You know why I fall for you min Yoongi? "
"Taking to you made me special.. I knew I wasn't.. I knew you don't feel the same way but... "
"Taking to you for me was the best feeling in the world "
"A feeling I couldn't quiite describe"
"Almost butterflies.. But not quite or maybe it was all butterflies with a hint of something else"
"After you stop taking to me ..hearing your name gave me that same feeling but it hurts"
"Instead of being happy. I feel like being stab in the stomach.. But I was happy at the same time... It was love.. It's was my unrequited love"
"I just wish you didn't walk away "
After pouring all love for boy he love for many year's he broke down.. Well how couldn't he? He keept those feeling hide for the people he love.. He bare all the pain alone.. His every morning weeping painful eyes was the proof he cried every night.. The pain may not be gone after he confess.. But the heaviness he carried for year's he don't have to now...
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What will be his ans?----------------------
does the boy feel the same?.. Whom he pouring his feelings.. Does those pain worthy?.. Is he hate him? Or will he hug him?.. Accept him the way is he??Let's find out.. :)))))))))))))) >𓋜<
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