Robin Arellano imagines

𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔

💌╰┈➤ ❝ [ #ROBIN ARELLANO ] ❞

HE HAS a girlfriend now. Robin Arellano, my crush of 3 years now has a girlfriend who isn't me by the way. I see them in the halls, he pins her against a locker and they...fully make out. She patches him up after fights and kisses his knuckles. I wished it was me. But i knew from the moment i liked him, it would NEVER be me.

Her name is Blair. Her name is perfect and shes just beautiful in general. My heart broke just thinking about their whole relationship. She did things with him that i'll never do.

At lunch, i sat with Finney. We were having a nice conversation and laughing until Robin came alone, holding Blair's hand as they sat down. Finney looked at me sympathetically, he knew i liked him...he knew the moment i found out because i trusted Finney the most. "Hey Robin" Finney spoke.

"Hey Finn, Y/n" he greeted before turning back to Blair, pecking her on the lips repeatedly. I glanced at them, eyes filling with tears before I looked away, Finney caught my eye before i got up and left. "Y/n wait-" he said but i stopped him. "I-i'll be back im just not feeling too well!" I lied before walking off.

"Y/n!" Robin called out but I ignored him, pretending that i didn't hear him. I went into the all gender bathrooms, only because i knew Finney would eventually come in here to find me. I went in a stall and sat down on the toilet seat, burying my face in my arms. "Why not me..." i ask myself repeatedly, not loudly but in my head.

I began to sob, but silently incase anyone walked in...that would be hella embarrassing. "Y/n?" Oh for fuck sake. The voice belonged to Robin Arellano, why couldn't it have been Finney? "Y/n, I know you're in here" he spoke and walked over to the stall, tapping on the door.

"Go away, Robin..." I mumbled and i heard him sigh. "I wanna know what's going on with you" he said, i bit my lip. "We don't all get what we want..." i replied in a shaky voice. "Y/n...just please talk to me.." he spoke after a few seconds of silence. I sniffled and unlocked the stall, he instantly hugged me.

I was shocked since hes barely looked at me since dating Blair, let alone hug me. "Talk to me, Y/n, whats wrong?" He asked, stroking my hair gently. I couldn't hold it in, i let out small sobs and clung onto his waist. He seemed shocked but immediately went into comfort mode. "Ssh, shh.." he whispered. "Whats gotten you so upset, Y/n/n?" He asked sadly, looking down at me.

"T-theres this boy...that i really like but, he's got a girlfriend now..." i explained sadly, not making eye contact with him. "You don't deserve him, if he doesn't see how special you are now, he never will" he responded. "But..he's different to other boys, i don't want anyone else. I want him but now i can't have him" I murmured and looked at him.