Knowing what's going on

Two pieces of a broken heart

Livia's P.O.V.

Wow I did not expect this, I repeat I really did not expect this. I couldn't be in that room anymore.

I ran ad fast as I could and just kept running and running on the busy streets of LA, untill I was in an abondend park. It was kinda scary but I know that nobody will find me here. Even if only maybe Jacob would look for me. But why would he care. Nobody cares about me. Or they wouldn't have left me. Not like that.

How could my own father do that.
You must really want to know who my father is right ?
Well big shocking news. It's Patrick. Yes Demi's father. But my mother isn't Diana. She is unknown and since Patrick passed away almost one year ago it's impossible for me to find out who it is. I am in shock but then again I am not.

People always said that I have his eyes. But the happy version of them. It's getting dark and that means crazy people are going to be on the streets so I better go back to the hotel.

I run and run and run and run for around an hour. I got my phone out and saw that it was 7 pm. I was not at the hotel and went inside. The first thing I saw was Jacob talking to a policeman so I walked fast to him and let him know that I was there.
"Where were you?!" He shouted at me.
"You shouldn't be shouting at me and you know that very well." It did make me a little bit happy to know that someone cares though.

But I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone at all so I ran to the elevator but it was slow so I ran up the stairs and straight to my room. As soon as I was in my room I broke down. I kept crying for what felt like hours but in reality was just 30 minutes. I am a mess and I just don't know what to do anymore. I can't talk to anybody, I can't do anything anymore and all of the energy is drained out of me. I am so tired of everything.

But I need to check my mail for something. I went on my laptop, and checked my mail but nope not what I needed. There was something else though. I clicked on it and it said that Demi was giving a concert in the Staples center. I need to talk about what happend and she is the only person that I can talk to but then again, will she believe me ? Will she throw me out ? Will she hate me ? . I think it's worth taking the risk so I got a meet & greet ticket and a concert ticket.

I don't know what to feel about this. But I need someone that will tell me that everything is going to be okay someone that is there for me.

While I was having all these thoughts I fell into my worst sleep ever........