romantic homicide

oblivious

sometimes i just sit myself in the dark and hoping that one day

u will lay down and have a smoke with me

talk about the stupidest things we've done to our time

and blast the loudest music we can find

i like thinking about u beside me

even if it's just all in my head

i know i'm just reminiscing you close to me

so i'll slap myself back to reality instead

at least in my fantasy we are together

at least u like me in here

and i wont let anybody destroy my invention

at least for now...

until i realize u can never be with me

and there's no passion that resides in u that is for me

i'm just a dead rose laying in your garden

a flower that u will never pick

these issues aren't unique

i'm just another lost boy who can never find a place to u.

i just might be more effort than i'm worth

i guess i can't blame u but i can't say it doesn't hurt.