Jacks POV.
---------------------It's later in the day, my body doesn't hurt anymore. I'm hanging out with my brothers, discussing music.
"Hm.. Is uhm.. possible we can release a song tomorrow? I already have it produced if you look in that file-" I say, pointing out a file on Ryan's computer. He listened to the song and smiled.
"Holy shit.. yeah, yeah we can." Ryan said with a smile.
The song was a sad one, honestly. The main theme of it was a huge apology. Would anyone know what I was saying sorry for? No, not until it happens. I smile sadly, as I think about how many people will miss me. My fans, my family, my friends, my dog, just.. everyone.
I sigh as my brothers question my wellness, I just reassure them that I'm doing just fine. I adjust the trapper hat that's on my head.
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We eventually all leave eachother alone, going to do our own things. Adams working on his PHD, Ryan goes to mess around with his piano, and I was just sitting here. Tomorrow was my last day. Today was good, I need to make tomorrow better.
Should I go out with a bang? Do something to satisfy everyone? Shock them, even?
I sigh as I lay down to go to bed, knowing I'll be laying here for a while. I fell asleep at about 4AM, not getting much sleep.
I wake up the next morning, feeling shockingly rested..
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I'll Be Dead By Dawn. (AJR.)
FanfictionAlmost a year ago, Ryan got sick. Really sick. Jacks options were to let his elder brother die or.. sell his soul. So, he did what he could. His punishment for giving his soul away? he only had exactly a year left to live. Today marks his 3 days lef...