Addicted - Tommy Lee x Nikki Sixx

Addicted

Nikki felt like he had aged backwards. Ever sense he stopped doing drugs, he felt things. Feeling things made him realize how he was really never happy. So now, here he was in his two million dollar mansion, crying like a baby. What the fuck happened to the big bad rockstar?

I'll tell you what happened, Nikki is still addicted. But to something else, or should I say someone else.

Nikki never thought he was that kind of guy but, Tommy Lee, just happened to be Nikki's newest addiction.

His olive skin, crooked nose, long curly brown hair, doe hazel eyes, the body of a sex god (and the dick of a sex god)

He was always so cheerful, even when Nikki was in a deep void of heroin use, Tommy make him smile. He was kind, and could be a huge asshole when he needed to be. He was always ready to do anything Nikki was planning.

So why the fuck was he crying? Because Nikki lo... cared for Tommy, and Tommy was married to the fucking devil.

And Tommy would never lo.... CARE for him the way Nikki cared.

But fuck that. Rockstars don't cry. Rockstar's go to band practice, and not be 20 minutes late, fuck. He has to go.

As he starts the short drive to the studio, part of him is excited to see Tommy, but the other is dreading it. Listening to Tommy talk about his "beautiful wife" and "how happy he is" the whole time.

Fuck her.

Fuck Tommy.

Fuck him.

Once he pulls into the parking lot, apart of him wants to turn around and go home. He sighs as he decides against it.

When he walked in, he was expecting to get bitched on about being late, but today everyone seemed quiet. Probably because Tommy wasn't ranting about literally anything. He was silent.

He gave Nikki a warm smile, but it didn't meet his unusually sleepy eyes. Who hurt his drummer and thought they could get away with it?

Nikki plopped down next to Tommy on the grimy couch, butting shoulders with him, "you alright T-bone?" Nikki asked quietly.

"Yeah man.. just had a fight with Heather." Tommy sighed.

Fuck her.

"Dude, I'm sorry, wanna get lunch after practice?" Nikki smiled. Tommy nodded.

"So what are we doing today?" Tommy asked the rest of the band, loudly yawning afterwards.

"Jesus drummer, you seem too tired to do anything," Mick grumbled.

Tommy tensed, trying to find a good excuse.

"Well, I wrote some new songs and chords, I want to know if they sound good or if I should change it," Nikki interrupted.

"Alright, let's just get something done, we've already lost 30 minutes," Vince groaned, glaring at Nikki.

"Oh fuck off, Vince, you're late every other week." For once, Vince didn't fight back.

After that, practice went pretty smoothly today, except Tommy. Sure, Tommy played the drums and put his input in when he needed to, but he was so out of it. It almost felt like he wasn't there.

Tommy and Nikki decided to go to the diner nearest to the studio, sitting down in a freezing booth. It was relatively quiet until they ordered.

"So what happened with Heather?" Nikki awkwardly started conversation. (And he was dying to know what the bitch did to Tommy)

"She got on my ass about me putting music before her. She told me if I wanna spend so much time with the band and making music, I shouldn't be married. Then she fucking hit me for disagreeing!" Tommy gritted.

Oh.

Fuck. Her.

"Nikki, I think I'm having second thoughts about marrying her. I don't even know if she's the one I really love.." Tommy's gaze went straight into Nikki's eyes.

Nikki was fuming, "What the fuck? I'm gonna fucking beat her spoiled ass."

"No, no, that will only make things worse. I still love her.." Tommy tried to reason.

"Do you Tommy? Do you love her?" Nikki slightly snapped.

Tommy's eyes went wide with shock. "I.. I don't know, Nik. But why the fuck does it matter to you?"

"B-because their is always someone else you could love that will love you back. And not hit you." Nikki stuttered, realizing what he just said.

Tommy frowned at the response, looking like he wanted a different answer.

"I'm sorry, man. I just think you deserve the best. And Heather is not the best." Nikki hissed out the bitches name.

Tommy gave a tight lipped smile, "Thanks, dude."

Why was Tommy upset? If he was upset that Nikki disrespected Heather, he would have beat the shit out of him or left. He seemed upset over something else..