Addicted - Tommy Lee x Nikki Sixx

Awkward Conversations

After that conversation, they made other small talk to get off the subject. Nikki payed cause he felt bad, and he hasn't seen or heard from Tommy sense. That was about 2 days ago.

Today, he will see Tommy for a interview on MTV, just the two of them. He prays it isn't awkward as he walks into the green room they have, he decided he would show up 2 hours early to get ready, sense he had nothing else to do.

Apparently, Tommy had the same idea.

Great, either things will get worse, or he could try to fix things. But, this was Tommy he was talking about, things would go back to normal no matter what.

Tommy looked even more tired then when he last saw him. His face looked almost sunken in. It was scary to see such a ray of sunshine get covered by a bitch cloud.

Might as well get another awkward conversation out of the way.

"Uh Tommy, you okay bud? I'm sorry about a couple of days ago, she's not my wife. I shouldn't talk about her that way."

Tommy looked up into Nikki's eyes, and it's the first time Nikki has ever seen Tommy look genuinely miserable.

"It's alright. I'm not upset about that."

"Then what are you upset about?"

Tommy sighed, looking down.

"You asked if I 'really loved her' and Nik.. I don't. I feel like shit because I know I'm supposed to. Like, she's my wife. But, after I married her, I realized I didn't love her. I loved someone that was right in-fucking front of me."

Nikki felt his heart drop. He lost Tommy to two people, not just Heather.

"Who?" Nikki asked the only thing he could think of.

Tommy's bottom lip quivered as he quickly hid his face in his hands. Nikki hugged him tightly as Tommy used Nikkis shirt as a snot rag.

"I'm sorry Nik.. I don't think I can tell you. You'll never see me the same. I can't do that." Tommy hiccuped.

"Hey man.. don't be sorry. We are the Terror Twins, trust me, I cannot judge you."

"It's not what you're thinking, dude. I'm a fucking freak."

"We're all freaks in our own way."

"But you don't get it Nik! You don't and you never will!" Tommy spat.

Nikki pulled back just enough to see Tommy's face, "what do you-"

"I'm a fucking fag, Nik," Tommy whispered.

Nikki's whole world stopped. Tommy, the straightest man in the rock world, was gay.

Tommy tensed as he waited for Nikki to pull away from the hug, punch him in his queer face, and stomp off. He'll get kicked off the band, Nikki will tell everyone, Heather will find-

"W-who?" Nikki stammered.

Well, no going back now, right?

"God Nik, how thick is your skull? You! I love you!" Tommy sobbed.

Fuck. "Love" Nikki.. loved Tommy too...

"Tommy.. I,"

"Just beat the shit out of me, get it over with," Tommy glared at Nikki.

Nikki pushed Tommy against the wall, Tommy prepared himself for Nikkis first punch, Nikki kissed him.

Wait, Nikki kissed him?!?