One Night Only(Completed)

𝓦𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓙𝓪𝔂𝓵𝓸𝓷 𝓙𝓸𝓻𝓭𝓪𝓷

We have seen Elisa who is Erika's daughter once and , one night she dropped her here when she was 4 days old ,  today she is a week old and the poor baby has been through a lot already.

I can't believe I'm 41 weeks pregnant and this boy doesn't wanna leave .

After a few hours of eating hot wings hoping this would make him run nothing helped so I got driven to the hospital by Todd, our mothers and Tae.

The pains were bearable not the way I remember them I got in time and had to wait a bit to get an epidural.

It was time and after being told to push Todd held my left leg as my mom held the right one .

"You can do this baby?" but I cant feel a thing only the pressure I'm using all my energy and they are saying it's not enough.

"We see the head" urgh...then fucking pull him out...

I gave it one last push and just like that my baby was screaming, they wiped him and did all those stuff after they put him on me.

He looked perfect I have a son a beautiful healthy son I made a prayer and thanked God for my other precious gift.

After that they left with him I was tired and felt like I could sleep for hours.

Todd kissed me...

"Thank you baby"

I nodded, and decided to take some rest before trying to breastfeed.

When I woke up everyone wasn't in the room except Todd, he didn't see I was awake the way he held our son staring at him this was the best feeling ever.

My first child I wasn't alone but still didn't have the father of my baby supporting me and to have Todd by my side felt so amazing I felt emotional.

"Awwww hey baby"he finally saw I was awake and greeted me smiling .

"Hey baby how's our son"

"He's great I have a name for him"

"Me too"

We both decided on Jaylon and Jordan, Jaylon being my dad's other name.

Holding my baby made me feel so overwhelmed I cried happy tears .

After a day at the hospital I left for home everyone took me home and I walked in to our house nicely  decorated with balloons and confetti it was sweet.

I was happy to be home and our mothers where there for us .

My mom told me to go rest and when I took the opportunity it felt good.

Todd joined me and just held me thank goodness I need 6 weeks to heal because what he does to me I take weeks to recover from.

He really enjoys watching my soul leave my body using his hands and.....

Okay, we spoke about everything, and like I thought he hasn't seen Erika's daughter, oh and I took a DNA test a while back without Todd's knowledge and she is indeed his.

I'm sorry I just had to make sure .

We were home with our boy and his nursery looked amazing his names engraved on the wall and my dads favorite scripture "Jeremiah 29:11" so he knows his grandad will always be his guardian angel.

I could have coffee now to stay awake but honestly I got enough rest even though I convinced Todd to go back to work both our moms took care of me and made sure I ate and well rested.

My mom loves my garden and I told her she inspired it we spent time there with Todd's mom.

Marriage is a give and take from both parties the problem starts when one gives more while the other takes more and there is a lack of boundaries.

I had to learn how to have boundaries and it wasn't  easy my people pleasing had to stop if I wanted to be taken serious especially by my husband and I'm happy I learned that.

A few months have passed and our mothers had left they missed their houses .

I was grateful for their help and it was me and Tod and our very cranky Jay who's getting and wanted to kill mommy by crying all day everyday.

Todd was with him at home while I drove to the phamarcy to get him something for teething .

I looked through the aisle and a guy asked fat j wanted but I answered him without looking at him and when he held my hand handing me the powder I can apply on his gums.

I nearly fell it was my ex notes really but Joy's father.

"Thanks" is all I could say and walked away, what would I even say to him? I haven't seen him in 16 years and when did he start working here? Why did he move here?

I had so many questions but 0 answers .

I walked over to the cashier to quickly pay and get back home.

After paying I left but he was outside...

Perfect!!!!

"Ephy please wait"

"We have nothing to talk about"

"I know I just thought.....?"

I didn't let him finish his sentence got in my car and left I always thought I wanted closure from him but I guess I didn't because I was okay it works out well in the end.

When I got home Jay was fast asleep and Todd was busy in his laptop.

I kissed him and kissed Jay and told him about what happened.

He laughed and we spoke more that's when Jay woke up and I fed him.

Rubbing that on his gums helped because he could play and even play his teething toys.

I thought of Joy, I sent her pictures of Jay and she kept asking for more.

I was in a very good space and I had God to thank for all his blessings.

I called my mom and as she saw her grandson she started playing with him making him smile.

After my call, he was sleeping and I put him on his bed which is right next to us in our bedroom because he will sleep alone when he's at least 18...just joking!

𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓴 𝔂𝓸𝓾  𝓕𝓸𝓻  𝓡𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰  𝓞𝓷𝓮 𝓝𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓞𝓷𝓵𝔂!