𝓔𝓻𝓲𝓴𝓪

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It's been about 5 months since the threesome and honestly we haven't had sex like I had hoped.

I was in a weird place I was always tired because I spend most times at work or with Tae avoiding Todd.

I made a deal with him that we should try this intimacy thing which had nothing to do with sex but our love and why we fell inlove in the first place.

I was 21 and I had the worst day of my life just lost the job I wanted but was walking to the park to get some me time before going home to face my dad and I sat on his ice cream I wasn't looking my hair was all over the place, mascara smudged from crying and I sat on his ice cream because he was distracted too.

I was wearing a short dress and the ice cream ended up in places I can't mention.

"I'm so sorry I was distracted" I said and he was laughing I was pissed so I cried not because of him because of the day I've just had , he was so scared he calmed me down bought more ice cream and took of his hoody and wrapped it around my waist cause the red syrup on my white dress looked like a period.

He walked me home and even though our dads were pastors I've never met him before that day , he checked on me that day and I fell inlove with him because I was a mess and yet he saw me I don't know but it made more sense in my head.

He was such a gentle man!

I accepted whatever will happen and I didn't mind that we didn't have sex I hoped it will sort itself out cause clearly me worrying didn't do a damn thing but make things worse.

We cuddle, talk watch movies laugh but that's how far we get and at the back of my mind I wondered if he was doing it with Erika .

I got ready for work because we were busy lately many clients I wasn't complaining though.

I was busy cleaning my brushes when I heard someone that sounded like Erika.

That girl is a nightmare in my life ,a beautiful nightmare .

I slowly turned around praying it's not her holding the brushes and when I saw her she was smiling wearing the shortest dress but what caught my eye was the small baby bump that she had.

I did the math in my head and lost balance it all went black....

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I opened my eyes and my head felt heavy, I had an IV on my left hand and I was not wearing shoes Todd held my right hand and Mandi stood next to me too.

I opened my eyes and looked at them and slowly removed my hand from Todd pretending to touch anything but him.

"Baby you sacred us Mandi called and we brought you here"

"I'm okay thank you so much Mandi" I spoke to her and she left .

"When we're you going to tell me Todd"

"What do you mean baby"

"Your.....I mean Erika is fucking pregnant"

"I was going to tell you baby I just didn't know how"

"You are a Coward Todd you had time all those ducking messages she sent you , you left the ones that made it seem like she won't leave you alone but deleted the ones she told you she's pregnant "I was beyond angry my husband betrayed me again!

What could be worse than that?

"Baby she told me weeks ago we were waiting to do a Dna test before telling you, it's mine I had to confirm"

"Weeks?....So this was your plan all along?"

"It was to help us baby we can co-parent with her I did this for us"

You know before writers put their thoughts on paper they have characters in their head and give them a voice and it was time I used mine.

"No it wasn't I used to think that everything you chose for us was because you loved me I used to think it's sweet"

"Ephy..."

"No you chose this place said we should move here because it would be good for us I agreed, you said the color I chose for our wedding was not mature enough I listened, you wanted to be vegan I listened and I just realized I never had a voice and yea I contributed to that but not anymore Todd today I draw the line I am done with being the understanding wife cause you don't want a wife you want a puppet" my voice got loud I was angry and hurt.

Anger is pain we don't know what to do with!

I was not done when the doctor walked in with my file on his hands ready to tell me what was wrong with me.

"Doctor please wait , Todd please excuse us"

"Ephy please dont do this"

I looked the other way he walked towards the door...

"I'll wait for you outside"

He closed the door and left.

"Mrs Manuels you need to stop working too hard because you're pregnant congratulations"

Did he just say what I think I heard him say?

"But they said I can't have kids"

"Well consider your child your miracle baby"

God wasn't mad at me it just wasn't the right time...what now? Me andErika pregnant? With his kids?

I cried not from pain from being happy I will finally correct my past mistakes with this child and give him what I failed to give my daughter.

He printed the scans for me and I got dressed and walked outside to go fetch my prescription.

I walked past Todd and we went to the car.

"Please take me home" I said and looked outside...

"You are not my puppet I've made bad decisions but I love you and you mean so much to me I haven't been smart I admit but I love you"

I didn't respond so we drove in silence , when we got home I got out because he had to go back to work.

I called Mandi and told her i was booked off for 4 days so she will have to help and she it agreed.

How will I do this? Should I stay go?

Maybe we needed some time apart I was lost I needed guidance.

My marriage was falling apart and I felt like I  really losing  my husband.

It all started with a threesome a fucking threesome I fell pregnant that night when I first met her we didn't even need her .

How did he think this would go? She would hand her child to us what if this was her plan all along ? She can have him cause I'm tired of fighting for Todd.

I slept because I didn't wanna cook.

He came home late drunk!

"So your solution to the mess you created is drinking?"

"Yeah"

He walked bumping a few things to get to the kitchen and he drank water.

I didn't say anything I went to the guest bedroom and locked it and got in bed.

My phone and bag were with him damn ...

He called for me but I didn't respond ...

"Erika I just wanted a baby.."

"Did you just call me Erika?"

"I meant I wanted a baby from Erika I love you Ephy I would be so lost without you please baby let me fix this let me fix us"

I new him well enough to know he was scared he never drinks only when he's really stressed but this wasn't my fault and he needed to fix it don't know how at this point I don't care my child comes first .

𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓴 𝔂𝓸𝓾  𝓯𝓸𝓻  𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰  𝓞𝓷𝓮 𝓝𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽  𝓞𝓷𝓵𝔂!

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