All I Know Is I LOVE YOU

30 =Cold=

''I'm tired'' - she coldly said at umiwas ng tingin sa akin

I sighed at sumandal sa balikat nya.

I trace my finger on her tummy, at Sumiksik sa leeg nya

''i miss-'' - I said but I stopped when I smell her neck.

My heart beat, beating so fast.

Its smells girl perfume

Bumangon ako at humarap sa kanya.

But nakapikit lang sya.

I felt some wet drop on my face, at agad kong pinunasan yung luha ko.

''saan ka galing nate??'' - I asked

Dumilat sya at humarap sa akin.

And I know she's shocked sa tanong ko.

''just walking around'' - she said

''why you smells other girls perfume?!? May babae ka ba??'' - I asked

Tumayo sya sa sofa, at hinubad yung coat nya trying to smell her coat

''hmm, baka, hm. Baka sa mall na pinuntahan ko, some girl spray her perfume on me'' - she said

Kumunot yung noo ko sa sinabi nya.

Why I felt na she's lying to me.

''some girl?!! Spray on you?!! And coincidence na nag stay sa leeg mo???'' - galit kong sabi sa kanya

''it's-- its the-- the sales lady na nag bebenta ng - - ng perfume, she spray it on my neck. Trying to sell her brand sa akin'' - she said

''sales lady?!?? At nag spray sakto sa leeg mo???'' - sarcastic kong sabi

''can you please stop this Astrid?? Pagod ako. Let's just eat'' - she said at Umupo sa kabilang sofa

''may babae ka ba nate?!'' - I asked

My breathing became uneven, I don't know what I'm gonna do, kung ano man magiging sagot nya.

''what?! Ano Ba Iniisip mo?? Kung ganito lang magiging pag uusap natin Astrid, I shouldnt go here. Sa labas nalang ako kakain'' - she said at tumayo sya pa labas ng pinto

I hate this feeling, but I can't let her go like this!!

Ayaw ko naman na puntahan nya yung babae nya, at Iwan ako dito.

''I'm sorry!!''' - I said

Humarap sya sa akin, at Tinaasan ako ng kilay.

She looked confused, but for what?!?

''can we just eat our lunch?? I miss you baby, I'm sorry na'' - I said

I saw how she soften, but Di nya ako pinansin at Dumeretso lang sya sa sofa.

She started preparing the table, and me?? Just watching her.

Should I believe you??

But I felt na may tinatago ka sa akin??

''kain na'' - she said

Kinuha ko yung chicken, at Nilapit sa pinggan nya

''here eat this, para mawala yung pagod mo'' - I said trying to light up the mood in my office

''thanks'' - she said and let me na bigyan sya ng food on her plate.

I'm staring at my thigh, waiting her na ilagay yung kamay nya.