*TICK TICK TICK*
The ticking of my watch was adding up to the dead silence room. The windows were all condensed due to the raining, the sound of the pouring rain hitting the metal sheet roof and the dim rose-yellowish lights was just creating the perfect cosy place to be. Rea was laying on the cold floor, staring at the ceiling with no thoughts running in her mind. A low background 90s music playing from the radio, a hot steamy cup of coffee placed on the table.
Rea found losing herself in the void of nothingness. The feeling of oblivion by all the people that once, she was surrounded by, was turning her into a living corpse. One with no hunger, no thirst, nothing at all. She just spend her all day, staring at the white wall and grey ceiling.
By the time, she came back to reality, the cup of coffee was cold, stains were formed around the spoon in the cup. Heavy rain was still pouring and 3hours had passed. Rea sighed and stood up, grabbed the cold cup of coffee and head towards the kitchen. she poured her coffee down the drain and went to take a quick ice cold shower.
She spent the rest of her afternoon trying to distract herself but her OCD end up getting her. As much she tried, she can't stop thinking about what happened. That was all she can think about and being left behind didn't helped either. So she decided to just go search online against the promise she made to herself.
She opened her insta app and instantly regrets hit her hard. Seeing how her 'friends' and 'family' were living their happiest and greatest life through their posts, instantly made tears sliding down to her cheeks. All she could heard was her inner voice cursing out at the posts. Cursing all of them even the objects in the background. Then all hell broke lose, she started cursing one bear looking plush. After 10 whole mins of cursing objects like they would feel bad, her glimpsed at herself at the mirror.
She smiled, and with a raspy voice said, " Ah...I lost it again huh? ...I looks so darn crazy that I could audition for a psychopath role..." Then laughed it off.
But her inner voice spoke again..."If they can forget about me...the one who was always supporting them in every situation....they always came to me for help...so now i will be the reason they will need helps"
She smirked at her reflection and walked off.....
