In The Stars (Original)

(5). Broken And Bullied "She didn't choose"

A/N: Teenage Allie played by Alabama Barker and Teenage Mikaela played by Presley Elise.

It had been a decade, ten years, since they found out that Mason murdered Paige and eleven years since she had been brutally killed. Zack was both twenty nine and Mia was turning twenty nine soon, Allie had just turned fourteen and Chloe was thirty two, Mr and Mrs Walker were both dead and Allie only had her father, aunt and godmother left.

She still felt alone and like she couldn't tell anyone what was happening to her at school, she was in year nine at Ice Secondary School, she was being bullied. Slowly, she was turning into how her mother was at her age, depressed and withdrawn, starving and cutting herself. The normal bullying was just the name calling, but then it became about her mother killing herself to get away from her.

She tried to tell them that she had been murdered but they just bullied her, beating her emotionally and physically till she felt nothing. Allie had become numb, unhappy, barely laughing or smiling at anything anymore and it made those around her concerned. The history of depression and anorexia that Paige had carried, caused Chloe and Zack to become worried if Allie had inherited it or any mental health disorders.

They constantly pleaded with her to let them in but every time her response was the same, "If I let anyone in, the more I get hurt when they leave." They made her see a therapist and she was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and Depression, but even with twice a week hour long sessions with her, she wouldn't open up about Caitlin.

Reflecting the internal pain, she made it external, hurting herself on the outside as well as tearing her down emotionally inside. She began to starve herself and if she did eat or drink anything, she threw it back up after, she felt empty, she slit her wrists and cut her skin.

When the bullies found out about her mental health disorders and self harm, they teased her for that. "Freak of nature. Disorder Girl. Suicidal Minion. Freak. Fruit Ninja Girl." Their favorite names to call her, making comments about her weight triggered her eating disorders, they called her fat and Fatty Allie. Even though she was just skin and bones now, this torture had been happening since she was eleven, when she joined the school in year seven.

The teachers noticed it and had tried to talk to Allison about it but she refused and begged them not to call home. Her grades were slipping and she became more withdrawn everyday, barely talking to her friend Mikaela anymore. Her boyfriend was concerned about her and tried to get through to her the only way he knew how, through music. She wrote songs and played the guitar, so did he, that was how they met, in the music room on a breaktime, him, her and Mikki.

He practiced it and planned to perform it to her that day in the music room, only a few students went in there at break and lunch, most stayed in the canteen. So when Mikki and Allie headed up, they weren't surprised to be greeted with the sight of Daniel with his guitar in the otherwise empty room.

The girls sat down and he began to play, as he went, he changed a few lyrics of the original song. As he went, the more emotional it became, after he finished, he went up to Allie and kissed her, their perfect moment ruined by the popular girl Caitlin coming in and gagging. "I don't know why you both tell her to stop, or why you stick around, she's a freak and the sooner she kills herself the better."

She's only 14, her whole life's ahead of her
She hates school because the people there discredit her
Her boyfriend tries to show her that's not how it seems
But everyday she just gets lowered with her self-esteem
He let's her know that every night will have a brighter day
She even wants to overdose and take her life away
She's feeling hopeless there just sitting down beside her bed
Then he takes his hand and places it beside her headHe tries to hold her but with every touch she still resists
And then he sees the scars that bury deep within her wrists
She's feeling numb, he tries to beg and plead and ask her, "Why?"
She says this way she has control of the pain she feels inside
He's asking her, "How long it's going since you've felt this?
Way because you got me here, just feeling so damn helpless"
She says, "It's been a while. I guess I needed better luck"
And then he screams at her and tells her, "Baby, never cut!"Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own
But listen, pretty lady, you don't have to be alone
So, baby, don't cut, baby, don't cut
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut
I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cutThe next day at school she's feeling better than the day before
Even cracked a couple smiles as she walked the corridor
But all that seemed to end, she dropped her books when she walked into class
And every student in the room just seemed to point and laugh
She couldn't take it anymore, she sent her boy a text
She said, "I love you with my body, heart and soul to death"
He thought nothing, typed "I love you", then he sent it
By "death" he didn't know that she had literally just meant itShe ducked the next class, ran home into the bathroom
Thought to herself she wouldn't break her promise that soon
One cut, two cuts, three cuts, four
The blood just started dripping from the tub to the floor
Her boyfriend had a feeling in his stomach that he hated
He followed it right down to her house he never waited
The front door was open, he heard the water running
He stormed into the bathroom and his heart just started gunningNobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own
But listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone
So baby don't cut, baby don't cut
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut
I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cutHe puts her arm around his shoulder, he's just tryna lean her back up
Yelling out her name as he lays her beside the bathtub
Feels his whole world just took a hit from a big avalanche
Screaming out so heavily, "Somebody call an ambulance!"
Feeling mad angry like somebody's led her onto this
Her eyeballs are rolling, drifting out of consciousness
Thinking to himself why the hell did she just stop at will
The tears just keep on rolling as they head to the hospitalParamedics rush her in, the doctor calls emergency
She's lost a lot of blood the place looks like a murder scene
An hour later, the doc walks over with a sour face
And says, "Excuse me for the words that I'm about to say
I'm sorry for your loss" the boy just starts collapsing
His own world, his own girl just took a crashing
Saying to himself that it's his fault and that he let it up
"Baby, I thought you made a promise you would never cut"Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own
But listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone
So baby don't cut, baby don't cut
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut
I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut

"I would just let her cut till she dies." Caitlin snickered, until she stopped, stunned into silence by a punch to her face, followed by another and another until Mikki and Daniel pulled Allie off of the bully and dragged her out.

Two hours later she was in the principals office with her father and godmother and aunt, Daniel and Mikki and the principal. "She's been bullying me since year seven, telling me my mother killed her self to get away from me. She told me to keep cutting and starving myself and that I'm broken, she calls me the Disorder Girl and Freak of Nature. It's not fair, I have bruises from her beatings and emotional scars, I hit her a few times and I get expelled?!"

As she stormed out the office she saw Caitlin and flipped her off before running to the car.