The Firer horse

Chapter 3

Hey there!

I don't know how to say this. But firstly, I hope that you don't think I'm strange who give you this message under a toilet door. Secondly, I'm really sorry! Suzanne came up to me and said that you loved me and wanted to kiss me. But I don't know Suzanne and I don't know if what she says is true. The only thing I know is that I wanted to kiss you. Even if you didn't want to kiss me. But then you get sad and ran away and I don't know if I did something wrong. Anyway, I'm sorry and I hope you forgive me. :)

P.S.1. I have loved you since the first time I saw you! D.S.1.

P.S.2. It's free to come out. The corridor is empty. :) D.S.2.

/Ryan

My hand is still shaking when I put the paper down on my knee. But now I'm shaking because I'm nervous and glad at the same time. The only thing I can think of is; Does he really love me? But everybody loves him, the tall, dark haired guy with blue eyes. And he loves ME?

I have to pinch my arm twice before I can take it in. Slowly, my mouth becoming into a huge smile. The tears I had before is all forgotten. Just when I feel the best, I realize the truth. Poison. I can't leave Poison. He needs me and I need him.

I fold the paper and put it in my pocket. For although I have decided to not be together with Ryan, it doesn't mean that I can't save the paper with his beautiful handwriting.

I get up to check me in the mirror and I realize how horrible I look. My hair is tousled, my eyes red and my cheeks flame. Luckily, the mascara has not flowed. I turn on the faucet and dab cold water in my face. Then I quickly combs the hair with my fingers and conflates two new braids.

I look at my wristwatch and see that the clock shows 11:00 a.m and it's time for lunch. I have sitting in here for one hour and I have missed the whole first lesson. What will my mum say now?

I take a deep breath and tell myself that I'm ready to go out from the toilet. One last look in the mirror and then I go out.

In the paper Ryan said it was free to come out and I trust him. But I forgot how much people it is now because everyone eats lunch at the same time. I open the door slowly and peeks out. I can't see anyone in reach so I open the door even more and go out.

"So now it's time to go out?". I quickly turn around and meets Suzannes blue eyes staring at me. Have she standing here the whole time? "You know you have missed the whole math lesson, right?" Her bored facial expression reveals that she really doesn't care at all. Especially not when she chews on her disgusting gum that she certainly has chewed too long. As usual.

"I know", I say. "But come on, it's math. You know that I hate math. So, excuse me now, I have things to do." I turn around and goes in direction of my locker.

"But hello", Suzanne says. "It's not my fault. You actually asked me to ask Ryan to kiss you." Now she yells at me. I really don't hope Ryan hear how we screams to each other, but I can't let Suzanne get away with this. I turn around again.

"I didn't!". I scream back to her and I feel my head boil with rage. " You are not the same person you were when we got to know each other!" I start walking toward my locker again with angry steps. "And by the way, your red lipsticks is really ugly, you should throw it", I say over my shoulder.

I know Suzanne to well and I know that she soon will apologize. I have been through it several times before. Like all the other times, I have right this time too.

I have just opened my locker and put in my black bag, because I have not had time to do it yet, when I hear Suzanne.

She cames up behind me and hugs me.

"I'm sorry, Taylor sweetie. I hate to fight with you. We are like sisters and we will always be. Right? I don't want to loose you." I spin around and smiles.

"And I don't want to loose you", I say. "I'm sorry for all the mean things I said before."

Suzanne smiles to me and her red lips shines in the light. "But really, Taylor. You can't choose the horses in front of the guys. Then you never will get a boyfriend."

Are she serious? I thought we just became friends again. I sigh and look away into the dark corridor where a few people still go to the dining room. I look back into Suzannes eyes, into her black pupils.

"I have already chosen. I'm not going to be together with Ryan or anyone else, not yet anyway. I have Poison and that's enough", I say.

"Your choice, but don't come to me next time when you need help". Suzanne shrugs her shoulders, but looking disappointed. "I'm going to lunch now, will you come?"

First I intend to hang on, but then I change my mind. "I'm not hungry and I still have to study. I have a fruit in my bag anyway. See you in the classroom later." I take my english book, my school computer and my big, red apple and go to the classroom we will be in after lunch. I decide to go to the stable today, although I don't tend to be in the stables on Mondays. But for now I need to focus on English and to get my best friend back.

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I know this isn't my best chapter, but it will get better soon. So stay tuned and I hope you enjoy it anyway! :)

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