Glossary:
De-greened = to have a first kiss
T.I.T.S = twelve idiotic teenage shits
pull = kiss
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Being the out going people my friends and I were. We had a party soon enough. But it wasn't like us to not cause a stir and so we did.
Tonight there was some party at Jades house but I think she shared it with Stacey. Knowing that Jade lived 3 hours away from where everyone else lived, no one important really showed up. However at the time Genna and Shawn were together we all knew something was going to happen tonight. Genna being the shy, long blonde haired and athletically figured body was the ideal girlfriend for the flame that was Shawn.
As the night went on Genna seemed to drift away from the party rather than being with Shawn. With Shawns boyish tendencies kicked in, he realised this was his chance to have some fun while his girlfriend was wondering around. Me being the curvaceous girl I am, and him being a sane boy he couldn't resist calling me hot according to my mate, Tori but I wasn't were he stopped.
I knew he would progress onto further things so.. I thought it would be best to speak Genna for myself. "Genna what are you going to do about Shawn? Huh? I think it's time." Genna with the softest yet confident voice she said " I know it is but you know that I love him" I knew I couldn't tell her everything I had on my mind or I'd probably kill her and tonight I wasn't in the mood to be held accountable for anyone's death. "Genna do it for yourself" she nodded and made her way to where Shawn had been chatting it up with his friends.
With maybe an hour left of the party, a single Shawn and a crying Genna. We had nothing left to do but pull and 1 person always had to start the trend. Tori thought that this would be her perfect opportunity to get de-greened. However our options were very limited so..basically Shawn. However the girl code states you never get with your girls boyfriend, EVER! On the other hand no rules applied to Tori but the fear of "betraying" a friend was still bubbling inside of her.
Fear, is what leads us to hide and miss out on life. This was what I told myself had happened to Roman. I needed to stop making excuses for him. Although this was another story for another day.
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The crew was preped and heading down the street to Lily and Bethannys place. Dressed to kill in the usual cleavage exposing topshop vest and the daisy dukes we were known for.
Hoping Roman would show up, I wore a nylon, Arabian themed pattern top which belonged to Genna so it was 2 sizes too tight and my demin shorts.
By this time it was mid - winter and I was already feeling adventurous with my shorts but to show off my goodies I had to risk contracting hypothermia, and so my jersey came off. I that moment alone I felt a sudden hot rush of confidence, which soon faded into a the slightest breeze of not as warm assurance.
It had only been 30 minutes after the party had began and people actually started to arrive. Then finally after my click and I had performed "we are t.i.t.s and no one can ever be prouder" theme song as the party started just to draw in some attention our way. I realised then that the only way to really catch Roman or anyone elses attention was to go to them and chat. However to find out how he felt about me was going to be a mission and that would only ever happen if he knew how I felt about him.
