Cassie's POV
I was sitting at home listening to music from my youtube suggested before I stream tonight when I heard a song a beautiful song by the Country singer Jason Aldean "Heaven"
Oh, thinkin' about our younger years
It was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothin' can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more
I wonder if Axel and I will dance to this at our wedding as well? Maybe once we have kids we won't forget how we feel- Wait hold up- What am I saying?? we are literally still young I'm 24 now he's 27 now..
As I'm laying with my thoughts I feel a sharp pain in my stomach I rush to the bathroom and puke my guts up.
"Hey bestie are you- oh God Cat are you okay?" Kelly asks
"I have no idea I'm scared please call Axel." I say
She nods laying my head on her shoulder.
"Ah hey Kelly what do I owe the pleasure?" Axel asks
"I wish I could say I was calling to ask ya about drinks but Cassie is puking and she's scared she wants you." Kelly says
"Okay I'll be right there." Axel says hanging up.
*A few mins later*
Axel arrives and places my head in his lap.
"Princess are you alright?" Axel asks
"I have no idea. I had a sharp pain hit my stomach then I had a to puke now I'm sweating real bad." I say
"Well we should get you checked out let's head to the ER." Axel says helping me to my feet
*At the ER*
"Hello, I'm doctor rekio what seems to be the issue Cassie?"
"I had a sharp pain hit my stomach then I had to puke then I couldn't stop sweating." I say
"Hmm.. have you done anything out of your regular routine?" She asks
"Not that I know of I was just laying in bed then this started." I say
"Huh.. well it seems strange to me but let's take a blood sample and urine sample then we will run some tests to see if we can figure out what's going on" Doctor Rekio says
After taking my blood and urine sample we wait for the results which usually takes a bout 30-40 mins but feels like an enernity I can't be pregnant! I can't! I'm freaking out inside! I can't! I'm not ready yet!
"Okay Cassie your results came back and we've found nothing to usual except your iron could seems low so definitely bring that up. As far as the sharp pain in your stomach we don't have an answer for that because your urine same came back normal also but we will run some more tests to see again." She says
After more tests we yet again wait for the results....
"Okay Cassie, the pain in your stomach could be caused by ibs or a lactose problem. Are you allergic to anything? Have you ever had issues with dairy products."
I furrow my brows "Not that I know of. I've been using dairy products before so I'm just as confused as you doc."
"Hmm are you still having the pain? And is this the first time it's happened?"
"No it's gone. And yes this is the first time." I say
"Maybe it was something you ate because you aren't pregnant we tested for that already." Doctor Rekio says
"Oh thank God." I say smiling
Axel furrows his brows "You don't want kids?" He asks
"I'll give you a few mins alone, I'm gonna give you an antibiotic incase it's an allergy." Doctor Rekio says leaving
I sigh "Axel it's not that. I just- I'm 24 years old I've still got things I wanna do. I want kids eventually but I'm also thinking when we do have kids we won't have time for us anymore, I'll be focusing on the baby or babies and we will be busy with our careers to support her/him/them" I say
"As if we aren't already busy with our careers." Axel says crossing his arms
"Yet we still make time for each other no?" I ask crossing my arms
"Yes we do but that's not the point." He says
"Then what is the point Axel? Please enlighten me" I say slightly annoyed
"The point is you didn't have to see so happy to not be pregnant." He says
"You know Axel I would love to have kids with you someday I've thought about numerous times but it also terrifies me.. I'm not even pregnant yet and I'm already scared I won't be a good mom, what if I die giving birth? That's the closest we women come to death." I say
"Plenty of women who have been pregnant have been fine" Axel says
"Axel. I'm not plenty of women! Every woman is different! I don't know why your being like this about it." I say shaking my head
"I know that but I know you can make it you are strong." He says
"Why is it such a big deal for you?" I ask
"Because of Lexie okay? She lied to me about being pregnant and I've always wanted to be a dad!" Axel says
I sigh "Axel you'll get the chance just give me time I wouldn't lie about it or anything just please give me time before we start trying for kids."
"Okay I'm sorry baby." He says kissing my forehead
I smile "It's okay babe."
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My Gaming Rival 19+
RomanceCassie Grande is a streamer, gamer her dream is to go pro with her gaming with the famous pros... Can she focus with her rival gamer guy Axel Lockwood or A.K.A. Beast_Mode_Alpha? can she stay as one of the top players in the COD league? will she fal...
