y/n
august 3
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namil hasnt texted me since the 1st, so many thoughts has been running through my mind..
i thought he liked me
maybe he was just leading me on
was he just being nice? or was this all just a sick joke?
i laid there thinking for a while. "maybe i should just go over to his house" i thought to myself.
i stood up and walked towards the front door
"mom im leaving, i'll be back" i said talking to my mom
i walked across the street, and knocked on the door.. a few knocks later his mom answered the door.
"y/n! hi sweetheart, how've you been?" she asked me while smiling.
i cringed at the name she callled me but replied "hi ms natalie, ive been okay.. i just came over to see if namil was home."
"namil? oh he's in LA. he left yesterday, im not sure when he's gonna be back though." she said back to me.
"oh okay, thank you." i said to her before walking away
"bye!"she said back to me
namil
12:11
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i just left the studio w wes & ben. theres this new album ive been working on for awhile
ive been so busy that i havent even had time to talk to anyone.
i checked my phone and saw 2 missed calls & 4 messages from my mom
i pressed the messages
ma🖤
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7:33 AM
i was just calling to check on you,
be safe i love you
when'll you be back home? you've been getting a lot of mail
11:24 AM
y/n came over looking for you, she seemed worried
text her or call her. i love you
12:12 PM
myf momma, i was busy all day. but alright
& i love you too.
i went to y/n contact & called her
"what." she asked me.
"wym what? u sound mad asshit, what wrong?"
"cause you havent texted or called me in forever.." she said lowly
"u not my bitch. i dont gotta call or text you everyday" i said laughing, but still meaning what i said
"what..?"
"u heard me br-" before i finished my sentence, she hung up on me
y/n
12:16
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"u heard me br-" he was talking but i just hung up.
i was so confused, i thought he liked me..
i cant believe he said that. and he sounded like he meant it too.
fuck it, thats what i get for getting attached that quickly.
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my birthday was yesterday lol
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this song is so good bra omg
