The one they loved

Chapter 18

TRIGGER WARNING TAKING ABOUT TRAUMA, PTSD SO PLEASE ONLY READ IF YOU CAN💕
"I'm sorry" said cho before she pushed yn. "Wait no!!" Yn yelled trying to grab her arm as she felt her body go out the widow. The wind picked up as yn started falling to her death till she heard glass shatter and a big thud. "Oh my Godric get professor dumbledore and madam pomfrey right away!!" She heard professor sprout scream.
"NOOOO" yn said shooting up from her bed. "what's going on?!" Hermione yelled jumping up from her sleep. "Sorry mione nightmare" yn cries as she brought her knees to her chest and cried. "Cho again?" Hermione asked softly as she got out of bed. Yn nodded not being able to make the words come out. "Oh yn" Hermione whispered hugging yn. "She won't be able to hurt you again okay?" Hermione whispered to yn as she lifted her head. Yn nodded again rest her head on Hermione shoulder. "Thanks mione. I just wish I didn't have nightmares about it" yn whispered clinging onto her best friend " I know. Maybe you should talk to the twins or Molly about it. I know you think of her as the mother you never got to have" hermione said putting your head on her lap. "There have a lot going on over there already I don't want to stress them out more." Yn said closing her eyes. "Talk to me then"hermione said playing with your hair. "It's just everytime I see my scars or your scar I think about all the pain I went through and had to put you guys through. It's hard" yn said her voice cracking. "Hey. You didn't put us through anything. You died yn a couple times. You went through alot and it's gonna be hard to get over that. That's alot of trauma for one person. You were amazing and so brave. A true gryffindor! And I did what I did to save you. I'd do again in a heartbeat okay? Never doubt that! you have a massive support system. But we can't help you if you don't tell us what's going on okay? Hermione said tears running down her cheek at the thought of everything that happened. "Okay thank you mione. You really are the best. Don't tell the boys I said that though they'll get jealous" yn said laughing a little at the end.

"Hello" Harry shouted as he stepped out of the fireplace into hermiones livingroom. "Up here Harry!" Yn yelled from her room. "Hey fluer and bills wedding is coming up do you have a dress?" Harry asked from the door frame. "Yeah I can just use my dress from my first date with Fred and George the off shoulder one." Yn replied putting on mascara. "Okay. Molly told me to come ask you. And hermione told me you were having nightmares?" Harry said walking over to you. "Yeah I'll tell you later I promise!" Yn said standing up. "Okay not gonna push you let's go!" Harry said grabbing your arm.

"The burrow!" Yn and Harry shouted as they let go of the floo powder. " ahh dear your here!" Molly said walking up to you and brushing soot off your shoulders and wiping it off your face. "Hi Molly!" Yn said cheerfully. "How are you?" Molly asked hugging you. "I'm okay. Having trouble sleeping but okay how are you" Yn answered as she hugged back. "I'm well dear. Always busy." Molly replied letting go. "Fred and George are outside" Molly said with a smile. "Thank you ill see you in a little to help with dinner and I'm helping! I love cooking with you!!" Yn replied excitedly and she walked oustide. "She's struggling." Harry whispered to Molly and Yn walked away. You get outside. "My favorite boys!" Yn said happily as she saw the twins on their brooms. "Hi love!" George replied flying down to give you a kiss "hi princess" Fred said doing the same as his twin. "Hop on princess let's go for a ride" Fred said as he flied closer to you so you could get on. "Okay where are we going?" Yn asked hopping on. "I don't know yet" Fred replied zooming off causing Yn to wrap her arms around him quickly. "A little warning Freddie!!" Yn laughed. "Wait for me!" George yelled following you and fred. You guys flew for a little until it was Time to get ready to make dinner. "I'm back!! Yn said as she walked in the burrow. "Hi dear here's your apron" Molly said handing it to you. " thank you Molly. Let me just wash my hands first."

"Can you cut the vegetables with Ginny?" Molly asked. " ofcourse!" Yn said. "Hey gin!" Yn said walking over to Ginny. " Hey haven't seen you today." Ginny said curiously. "Sorry about that the twins hogged me" Yn said looking at the twins.
"Ow dang it!" Yn said accidently cutting her finger. " are you okay dear?" Molly asked rushing to you. " yeah just a cut do you have any bandaids?" Yn asked. "I can fix it up real quick" Molly asked pulling out her wand. "No!!!" Yn yelled stepping back in fear. "Sorry Im just going to go clean it" Yn said rushing to the bathroom. " what was that about" Ginny asked looking at hermione. " she's having a hard time recently. She's been having nightmares and panic attacks when it comes to getting hurt." Hermione replied sadly. "I'll go check on her" Harry said walking up the stairs to the bathroom. "Yn can I come in please" Harry asked softly as he knocked. "No! I'm cleaning it im fine!" Yn shouted in a panic voice. "Alohomora" Harry whispered. "Yn I'm coming in" he stated as he started opening the door. "Harry please I'm fine!" Yn said more panicky. "Yn it's just a cut" harry said reassuringly. "Stop!" Yn begged. harry came in and saw Yn sitting on the floor panicking and crying. "Hey hey it's okay it's just a cut we can clean it up just let me get my wand." Harry said reaching into his hoodie. "NO!" Yn yelled backing away. "What's going on." Harry asked concerned. " just get out" Yn yelled pushing him out and shutting the door. " she's freaking out" harry said upset as he walked down the stairs. "Freaked out more when i tried to use my wand to heal it" Harry added. "Oh yn" Ginny whispered understanding what's going on. "She's scared of getting hurt. She doesn't want to using magic to heal it didn't save her when she was dying. She's scared of getting hurt because if she does she doesn't know if she'll survive or it triggers her and bring her back to them all the stuff she went through. Oh Yn." Ginny explained before rushing upstairs. " Yn it's Ginny let me in please I know how to help you I know where the bandaids are!" Ginny said softly asked she knocked on the door. "Okay" Yn whispered as she unblocked it. "Your scared aren't you? It brings you back to the everything that happened? Ginny asked sitting next to yn. Yn nods. "Close your eyes okay?" Ginny says gently grabbing her hand. "Okay" yn whispered as she closed her eyes. Ginny mutters the spell to heal her finger. "Okay you can open them now." Ginny whispers letting go of her hand. "Thank you gin" yn whispered.

To anyone who has ptsd know your not alone! You can get through it! And you can do it. Thank you for reading hope you enjoyed this chapter! Stay safe and be careful I love you guys!!💚💚
-Megan💕