Hey, what's your name? (Larry Stylinson Fanfiction)

Chapter 8

11th May 2013

To Louis

Is fighting scary? I'd be terrified. With all the guns and bombs. I'd probably run away or something. But that's not very loyal is it? I didn't go to school at all this week, people keep picking on me. That sounds so childish, but I swear they're all mean to me. (Really childish.) School isn't even fun anymore, because none of my friends are there, Niall and Liam have been expelled (finally) and Zayn left at sixth form. I want to leave now, but I can't because it would mess everything up for me. What do you think I should do? Haha, this is like writing to a problem page. What should I dooo? Helllp! Haha!

Love, Harry

PS: Sorry I forgot last time, about the love I mean.

18th May 2013

Harry it's awful, we went out to fight and Stan didn't make it back. It's terrible. I saw him Harry, I saw him die. I don't even know what to think right now. He was blown to pieces right in front of me. They told me he'd died of loss of blood, but they're lying. I saw one of his legs get blown off and then he was shot, I'm in shock. They wouldn't let me help him because they said that I'd be killed if I hadn't kept moving. Maybe he would be ok, if I did stop.

I'm lying. He wouldn't be ok. I swear Harry, I'm going insane. These letters are the only things around here keeping everyone sane in the first place. I'm sorry this sounds all dark and sad. I knew it was dangerous but I didn't think any of us would actually die. We're all so young here in my regiment, there's one boy who's 18, nearly 19 I think and he reminds me of you. He gets scared a lot as well, like you say. If he dies in front of me like Stan did, I don't know if I can handle it Harry.

Love, Louis

PS: You're right fighting is scary. Very scary.

25th May 2013

Harry? Are you ok?

Love, Louis

1st June 2013

I'm so sorry Louis, about Stan I mean, that must have been horrible. I'm sorry this is so late, I've been busy and I didn't really get your letter until a couple days ago. Hope you're all ok.

Love, Harry

PS: I'm sorry this is so short, I have exams.