when the problems started

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when i was younger maybe 8 or 9 my anxitey really started and i didn't know what was going on but when i turned 10 hell struck a month or 2 after my 10th birthday someone i thought i could trust SA'ed me and he told me to not tell anyone or something bad would happen so i just listened to him and it only got worse he did bad things to me almost everyday and i didn't know it was wrong so i didn't tell anyone and it happened almost everyday until i had enough at 13 or 14 i told him if he didn't stop i would tell someone about this and he stoped but i was left with so much pain and past trama and then i went into a major depression and i didn't eat for 2 weeks and i slept all day didn't come out of my room but i got a lot better and i started to be more of my old self but i wasn't ever the same and now i'm very afraid of men and i can't trust them it sucked and only 3 of my close friends know about the SA  

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