Max paced quickly back and forth in her room as she thought to herself.
'You need to do it now'
The anxiety she was feeling at this very moment was eating her alive.
She was such a jerk to Lucas the other day and it was eating her alive.
Finally she decided to tell him.Billy was out of town for 2 months do No one was stopping her.
She quickly ran out the back door before changing her mind.
She finally reached the annoying whitish brown door infront of his house before opening it.She knew he was home so it wasn't like she was intruding.
She walked in and barged into his room. Only to find Lucas with his head pressed back against the wall stroking his harden member.
She let out a disgusted groan before she decided to wait,she wanted to atleast know who he was thinking of.
She waited completely grossed out before she heard a loud groan"fuck max"
She shook her head before barging in"jerking off to the thought of me Lucas wow,have you no shame"
She let her sarcasm get the best of her before she let out a sigh"go ahead and finish I have something to talk to you about"
He fumbled trying to cover himself"relax its nothing I haven't seen before"
"Ok can u give me a minute now"He said slightly annoyed.
"Yeah bye"She left his room stopping at the door waiting as she gagged hearing him moan loudly.
She walked back into his room before sitting down on his bed.
He just sat there like nothing happened ignoring the obviously soaked tissue next to his bed.
"So,what did you nee-"He was cut of quickly as max turned towards him.
"Hey um you know that night,when you found me outside"His mood instantly changed as he looked at her deeply nodding swiftly.
"Yea I do,you don't have to talk about it I know it makes you uncomfo-"She cut him off once again,and he didn't question.
"Billy he um,saw the hockey's and stuff on my neck after I went in the house and he got mad,really mad"
He looked sorrow and felt guilty,it was his fault.If he hadn't done so much she would've never been there.
"And thats not all um"She paused breathing in deeply"I have these weird dreams,where I'm in this place it's um"She paused trying to remember
"Its kinda like a warehouse but underwater,but its not under water,yet somehow your feet get wet"She watched Lucas try to understand but his face was showing he obviously didn't.
"Its just,Billy is always there and he's always watching,you can feel him all the time"She started to have tears form in the corner of her eyes as she spoke about this uneasy topic.
"And I know this is dramatic cause it's just a dream but"She sighed whiping the tears away,she would not let her see him cry,she would never let anyone see her as weak so she kept this mask on over her true self.
"It hurts,it feels real it- its like your drowning and just when you think your out you fall,over and over again"She finally finished the story but not without breaking a few tears.
Lucas lifted his arm and wiped them first her"you dont have to do that uou know"
She turned to him confused"do what"She asked
"Keep up that shield you don't have to hide with me,I'm here I promise"
Max didn't speak she just sat there in silence before she laid down in Lucas's bed,he quickly liad down to and sat her head on his chest.
"It just hurts,all the time"She cried on him chest as he listened to her.
"And it never goes away,and he just makes it worst"She sighed wiping away her tears
"Who makes it worst"lucas looked down at her confused.
"Billy"
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the end
JK JK DONT CRY
anyways the story is starting to get good now so stay tuned
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