You

No that cant be

Y/n pov
Am I still in love with him no that can't be but why do I get kinda shy around him like I know what he did was bad but I can't help it his smile his eyes I can get lost in and stare in for hours his tattoos I can't help it it like something is telling me to do something but ashtray caught me staring

Ash pov
I woke to y/n staring at me but I didn't mind at all I was still in love with her I couldn't bare to be without her the thing I did was selfish and I wouldn't forgive myself to for that but I realize that she the only girl who can make me smile and I can be my real self around her she makes me feel safe and I miss that feeling a lot I miss y/n cuddling up next to me telling me how pretty I am and helping me when I'm dealing sometimes tho or stress she makes me forgot about other things and nobody else can do that except for her I love her idk why I let go of her but I want to take it step by step wait because I want to be with her again idc what people say

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A/n hey lovely's so today is going to be short because I been sick yk it the worst I love you lovely's a lot and have a great morning/night 🤍🫶🏽:)