Ruine my life (Not The Original)

chp 1 (sexual content)

“Let’s end this.”

Daniel said this to his boyfriend… or sex friend, to be precise. The man in front of him, who looked colder than an iceberg in a snow storm, only gave him a snort as he kept looking a Newtube video on his phone.

“Dammit, I’m fucking serious, Gun!”

He slammed his hand impatiently on the dining table, giving the other a warning and to listen to him seriously. Hearing the loud bang on the room, Gun moved his gaze slowly to meet with Daniel’s and spoke, “What the fuck wrong with you, Daniel? You’ve been acting like a bitch lately.”

“I know right.” He sarcastically smiled, “Now that I’m acting like a bitch, I want us to stop.”

Gun frowned his eyebrows and carelessly throw his phone somewhere to the floor. He straightened his back and cupped his chin. “What is it that you want to stop?” His voice was low and somehow the room’s air started to suffocate Daniel.

Daniel watched him closely as he knew that this man only pretended to listen.  After almost a year being together, Daniel already knew that Gun would never love anyone apart of himself. Hell, at some point, he was even certain that the word ‘love’ was never existed on Gun’s dictionary.

See? I’m the fool here. He thought sadly.

“I don’t want to be your sex friend anymore. I’m done.”
Hearing the words, Gun suddenly let out a big laughter. He even shed a little bit of tears from it. Oh shit, if only he was stronger than Gun in fight, Daniel would’ve jumped at that man already. Looking at that maniac, he felt disgusted at himself for willingly spread his legs for too many times.

“You’re so funny,” Gun finally able to control his laughter and continued, “I don’t know that you want to be my boyfriend that badly?? Sure then. You can say to your stupid friends that we’re dating or whatever it is.”

He muttered to himself so that Daniel couldn’t hear it, “Man, throwing tantrums like a little bitch, heh, how cute…” He almost impulsively jumped to the younger one to do him, but then Daniel spoke coldly, “No, Gun. What I mean is that I’m leaving. I don’t want play with you anymore.”

You see, when I realized that I’ve fallen for you… There’s no happiness. Instead, I felt miserable and scared. I’ve already betrayed my friends once for screwing around with you. And now, love? What kind of friend am I?

The unspoken words almost made him cried, but he held it in. He didn’t want to show his weakness anymore to Gun. Now that he already made up his mind to go in separate way, any weaknesses would put his friends in dangers. He knew how cruel Gun was, he never hesitated to do anything as long as he won. What if Gun decided to manipulate his feelings to hurt his own friends? Daniel would rather die.
“Remember our deals? One, if one side decides not to play anymore, the other have to accept without asking for reasons. Two, these dirty secrets, we will to bring it to our graves.”
With that, Daniel stood up from his chair and ready to walk away from the table. However, the cold voice from the older sent a shiver to his body.

“Do you find another man that can satisfy your body better than me?” Gun’s head was lowered as he stared at his own feet. He didn’t even look at him, but Daniel knew that Gun was angry. But what if he was angry? From the start, they only did this to play around.

“Fuck. Answer me!!” With an inhuman speed, Gun grabbed roughly at Daniel’s collar. His eyes reflected a madness, an expression that was too familiar to Daniel. He had seen it in the past how these eyes gazed at him angrily whenever Daniel failed to satisfy him on bed. Just like a beast who was disappointed on his hunt.

But, why would he be so mad at him leaving? This deal was made by Gun himself and Daniel only followed along. He didn’t have the right to be angry!
“Let go.” Daniel said, “The deal stated that one have to acc-“
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