Ruine my life (Not The Original)

chp 6

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Daniel dejectedly stared at his phone. “Ha…” He already lost count on how many times he had sighed for the past two weeks. He angrily grabbed his phone and almost throw it across the room, but then he tried so hard to hold himself. In the end, he didn’t have the heart to destroy his phone because it was a gift from Gun. Speaking of Gun… That fucker didn’t even call him at all! Daniel had been waiting like a fool since the first days, but then he started to lose hope last week.

Gun also didn’t guard Crystal to the school, but obviously, Daniel couldn’t ask her about his whereabouts. He thought sadly that Gun probably only teased him and didn’t mean his words at all. That he was a fool who took the asshole’s words seriously. Well, it’s not like this was the first time that Gun didn’t fulfil his own words. That bastard loved to speak bullshits and later twisted it to his own benefits.
On the other hand, Daniel’s head was giving him some kinds of logical thoughts. Maybe… maybe Gun had already bored of him? Maybe he started to dislike him since Daniel became clingy? If it’s like that, it meant that Daniel could be freed from this madness! No more fear and no more… heartache?! Maybe Gun had just one-sidedly ended their relationship and took no efforts to inform the other. Well, all of it made sense because Gun was a selfish bastard.

Daniel also knew that Gun always hated clingy person. He had heard him rudely cut off women who begged him to be their boyfriend. And he still remembered clearly the other’s words, “These bitches… I slept with them a couple of times and then they acted like we’re married.”

From then on, Daniel made sure to conceal his feelings so that Gun would not despise him. Even though it hurt him to always smell different types of perfume, to see new marks that he didn’t make, to be disappointed over and over again, still, he decided to endure it all. Back then, he was confidence that he could do it and just patiently waiting by Gun’s side. However, when Daniel finally realized that his heart had broken into pieces, it was already too late.
“Gun… you fucker… I’ll hate you if you don’t call me tonight…” He mumbled while placing his phone down. After that, he decided to distract himself by watching a movie. It was pretty sad that he had to spend his weekend alone. Since midterm was coming, Zack decided to spend his time studying with Mira. He even kindly informed that whoever dared to join would be smashed by his hands.

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The movie that Daniel watched was a romance, recommended by many online articles. Also, he had overheard the girls in his class, it seemed that they really loved it. It was about a billionaire who fell in love with an ordinary girl. The man was gentle, caring, and sexy.  He fell in love at the first sight and chased after the woman until she fell in love too. Then, he fought his family and insisted on marrying her. In the end, he let go all of his wealth and lived happily ever after with the woman he loved. Daniel snorted and said, “If it’s a real life, there’s no way a person would abandon his possessions over love.” At the age of 18, he had seen too much of people’s greed.

Now that his movie finally ended, Daniel moved his gaze to his phone. There’s still no new notification at all. He sighed and laid down on his bed, drifting his mind to the dark cloud. He really missed Gun… He hated the fact that whenever he had free time, he would unconsciously think about the older. He had grown accustomed to the other and so when he couldn’t meet him, he felt empty. He didn’t like this before. When both of them started to be sex partner, Daniel never cared if Gun only met him once every one or two months. He just enjoyed the sex and that’s it.

He didn’t know what went wrong. Before he found the answer, their sex had become regular, each thrust sent him to heaven, and then he fell in love.

Their first meeting was when Daniel still worked as a part-timer at the convenience store. Life was really hard for him at that time. His mother just passed away from a sickness, leaving him alone in this world with some debts. With her mother’s savings, he ran away to Seoul and made a plan to register himself in a low-quality school.