Will you stay with me | Jungkook FF

CH. 18

I was getting rid of the dextrose. I kept on wincing in pain, luckily Eunbi was there to hold me. She was scolding me because I was afraid of the syringe. Who is not afraid of syringes? I bet everybody is afraid of that, even animals are. I keep my head low opposite from the doctor who is pulling it out slowly. "There you're good now!" the doctor said and left. "Ugh! It took years." I sighed in relief, feeling the pain ease away. "Yeah, but my arm hurts!" Eunbi scowled and pouted. I can't stand people who pout, like seriously. I had my bags packed and ready to go. When we were about to go in the taxi, I saw someone very familiar. Then, I fix my eyeglass to see it clearly. The person faces towards my direction, but it's far. I clearly saw Jungkook going inside the girl's car. I got the feeling of jealousy. "You see him, am I right?" Eunbi asked me and nodded, tears starting to fall. I immediately went inside the taxi. "Why are you crying then? It's not like you guys are a couple, right? Or you expect something from him?'' She keeps on talking and I can't stand it. I don't need some mother-like friend right now. I needed someone to comfort me, but she gave me a headache. "Please, I have no time for it. Just forget it. As if I'm his girlfriend, well, I'm not. So, I don't have reason to be jealous." I stated, "Why did you cried?" with that I broke down. "It hurts Eunbi! It hurts and the feeling that you felt when your own father went to the girl's side; seeing my mother hurting. It hurts!" I yelled and she hushed then came to hug me. "Is this what he called having a tour? Then why is he here?!" I took my phone and called taehyung.

Taehyung OTP: Yes yn? Why'd you call?

Yn OTP: Are you guys on a tour, right now?

Taehyung OTP: Yeah, well,

I cut him off and said,

Yn OTP: Is Jungkook there with you on the tour?

He paused for a second and started to stutter.

Taehyung: uh, he, um, he couldn't make the flight.

Yn OTP: Why?

Taehyung OTP: He practiced and forgot the time. The manager forgot to tell him the time when to go. Then we left without knowing that we left him. Our manager called him and told him to grab a taxi and rush to the airport, but then there wasn't enough time for him to make it. He was left there in Korea. I think he's in the dorm now.

Yn OTP: oh is that so? Thank you

I hung up and thought 'so if the management isn't here, he can go out and hook up some girls now and if he was left out then he should come to me since there's no one in their dorm'. My blood starts to boil up, replaying the scene earlier.

"Yn~. Glad you got discharged from the hospital." Auntie said, I hugged her quickly so that she couldn't see my swollen eyes, but then I was wrong. "What happened yn? Did you cry?" oh no! She saw it. I need to make an excuse. "I cried because of the dextrose. Nothing to worry about." I said in a reassuring smile and suddenly got a phone call from Jungkook. I declined it and didn't care about my actions. I rushed to my room and Auntie got confused.

Eunbi pov:

"What happened to her?" Auntie Carol asked and I told her the reason. "Oh, so she saw Jungkook getting inside of a girl's car and what was it to her then? Wait, are they dating?" she asked and I shook my head "No, I already asked her tons of times." I said then the door opened, revealing jungkook. "Oh hello Auntie~. Have you seen Yn? I've been calling her, but she doesn't accept my calls." He said as he hugged Auntie Carol. "She's in her room" she said and smiled.

Back to Yn's Pov:

Jungkook has been calling me for about 48 calls and I keep on declining it. Then I suddenly heard a knock from my door. "Come in" I said, as I arrange my clothes. "Hey Yn, why didn't you answered my calls?" I heard a familiar voice and I began to tear up. My back is facing him. I silently sob and tried to control my tears. "Uh, I forgot to turn on volume that's why." I continued what I did. He held my shoulders and face me. I lowered my head, not wanting him to see my face. "Why are you crying?" "It's nothing, how about you? Why are you here then? I thought you already went back to your dorm, but only to see you getting inside of the girl's car." I said coldly. "What?" he said, looking at me intensely and trying to figure out what I blurt out. "You heard me. I don't need to repeat myself." I said and put all my clothes in the closet. "Yn, the girl was just trying to help me. I ran out of money to pay for the taxi. She then offer me a ride." He explained and I cut him off "Then what's next? You went to their house? And had a little moments there?" I looked at him cold look. I sighed and continued, "Oh I forgot my limits. I just crossed over. I'm sorry for being that kind of me. Why am I even saying this to you? We're not even a thing, right? You just hang out with me and nothing all. Good luck with her, Jungkook. Hope you'll be happy." I turned around, but a hand stopped my track. "It's not what you think it is." "It's fine jungkook. Don't worry." With that he got pissed off. "She just helped me and that's all happened, okay?! Go, think what you want to think. I'm getting sick of this! You don't even trust me." he then walked away. I started to cry feeling of regret. I'm not sure if he was telling the truth or not. I'm afraid of deciding something I'll regret again. I don't want to feel the feeling of being left alone. I'm not yet ready to be left alone. I thought to myself and I lay down. Thinking too much made me drift off to sleep.

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I did not go to work, instead I stayed home, in my room. The maids are worrying because Auntie told them to let me eat, but I did not want to go out. I just sat down in my bed and scooted near the window, staring outside with my arms tugging around my knees. I wasn't thinking about the incident last night. He defended her. He could have just called me to fetch him at the airport. Then tears started to pour one by one. I feel lifeless. I didn't talk to anyone right now. Just staring straight out the window. It is my first time feeling like this, unlike the other times when my father cheated on my mother and Uncle Shi-hyuk. It's different when it's really you who got cheated on. Well, I think it's not cheating because we're not together so yeah. I heard my phone ring. I picked it up.

Eunbi OTP: Yn, I'm downstairs. The maids told me you're not answering them. What happened to you? Did something happen to you?

Yn OTP: I'm fine. I'm not hungry.

I ended the call and put back down my phone. I could remember what happened before. I could see my mother's tears when I saw her crying in the kitchen. She was acting like nothing happened. She was so brave outside, but she's fragile. I kept on crying. I tuck myself in a blanket. 'YOU'RE DISRESPECTFUL!' 'YOU'RE LIKE YOUR MOTHER' 'THIS IS YOUR NEW STEP MOTHER' the voice keeps on saying through my head. "STOP! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT! NOOOO! I HATE YOU!!!" I shouted and held my head shaking it. I stumbled on the ground causing a loud thud. I hurt my arms and elbows. It hurt a lot. I screamed in pain and still the voice isn't going away. "NO! STOP! STOP!" I shouted while shaking my head. Then the next thing I feel is pain. I tripped and my head hit the edge of the table then black out.