They Don't Know...|tubbo angst|

'.Chapter 1.'

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TWS: alcohol mentions, swearing, abuse mentions
Let me know If anything was missed
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-Tubbos POV-
I sat quietly in my room, drawing, it's the only thing I enjoy doing, farther doesn't let me play outside, I think it's cause of all the stuff he does to me, they leave bad marks

"TUBBO!!" I heard my farther yell

"Coming!" I quickly said, I packed my drawing stuff away and ran downstairs

I made it to the bottom of the stairs and walked towards the living room, were I would believe my farther is, and I was correct, he was sat down in his brown recliner with a white t-shirt on and black sweatpants

"Go get me a beer" he growled, I nodded at went to the fridge, opening it and grabbing the yellowish brown liquid that was kept in a green bottle, I returned back to him and he snatched the bottle

"People will be coming round" he looked at him "hide your marks and dress nice" he continued "I want then to think I'm an amazing farther alright?" I nodded and walked back to my room

Once I was back in my room, I changed into nicer clothing, what I was wearing before was a black shirt with stains on it and some shorts, I changed into a white shirt and put a green hoodie on other it, I made sure it was the hoodie that had the horn holes, I have hoens now, little ones but they're gonna grown, I then put on black jeans and went to grab make-up, it was painful to do but I'd finally covered the marks on my face, I was wearing an hoodie and jeans do my legs and arms were fine, I walked back down stairs and saw my dad dressed the best he could, he was wearing a black shirt with some jeans and a nice jacket, he looked like a normal dad, but he was anything but normal, he looked me up and down and began to speak

"I want this house to be spotless, no dirt on the floor, make it smell nice or else!" He growled "I'm going to go get more food and beer for the guest, it's going to be a party after all" and with that he left,
I was all alone, I could do what I wanted, but I had to clean or I probably won't eat for the next week, I grabbed a broom and began to sweep the living room, then the kitchen, then the other areas of the house and even the up stairs, after all that I went around with a dustpan and brush and picked up all the piles of dirt and other things up, placing them into the bin, I then began to polish things like the tv, tables, stools and some other the things, I opened all the wi does to get the smell out and I placed done of those air things that are spose to make the room smell nicer, I hid them behind things so no-one would see them.

After an hour of cleaning I was extremely hungry, I made myself a sandwich and are it over sink so the crumbs went in the sink and then U could walk them down with the tap water, I finished my sandwich and went back to my room to draw and watch tv

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3 hours later
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I heard the front door begin to happen and then I heard my father  and other people, I checked the time
*5pm*
I slowly walked downstairs to see up to 10 new people

"Awwww who's the little guy schlatt?" One said

"That's tubbo Phil, I've told you about him" my father smiled, it was fake, he was giving me the 'don't you dare screw this up' look

"Yep i have, I've heard your a little bundle of joy!" The Phil dude said then he went down the my level and ruffled my hair smiling widely, he then stood up and walked to the kitchen to join the others
He seems like and amazing guy, I want him to be my new farther, I sighed and walked to kitchen

"Tubbo how about you get us some drinks?" My dad smiled, I nodded and went to the fridge

"Not much of a talker is he heh" one chuckled

"Yeah, he's a quite one, but once you get to know him he's so energetic" my farther kept on smiling, and boy was he good and fake smiling, it looked so so really, you can always tell when someone fake smiles but no-one was catching on

I grabbed 2 bottles as that's all I could carry, and to my great luck I slipped and fell to the floor, the bottles smashed to the ground shattering and the alcohol spilt everywhere, everyone gasped expect for my farther, under that concerned look was a very angry man, he approached me and picked me up, I had cuts all over my face from the guards of glass cutting me

"Let's go get you cleaned up" my farther then carried me to the upstairs bathroom, I was in massive trouble

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In the upstairs bathroom
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"YOU LITTLE SHIT!!" My farther yelled loud enough to be yelling but not loud enough for the people down stairs to hear, I then got a slap across the face
"Once they leave, your in big trouble"

"W-why?" I managed to get out

"Why?!" He laughed "WHY?!"
"First off you spilt alcohol all over the floor!, Second you put people in danger with the glass and third you got it on 3 people's clothes!!" He screamed

"I-im s-sorry!" I was sobbing at this point

"Oh you'll be fucking sorry alright!" He then cleaned my cuts and carefully placed the washed off make-up back on, he then walked out holding my hand like a loving farther

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Back in the kitchen
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The spill was all cleaned up and everyone was joking around

"I'm so sorry about that" my farther said

"It's alright, kids make mistakes and that's okay" a women with brown and white fluffy hair said "I would know, I have 2 at home" she smiled, everyone chuckled

"How about you go draw In your room tubbo?" My farther said looking at me, I only nodded and then let go of his hand

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In tubbos room
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I grabbed out my drawing book and turned my tv on so I had something or someone to draw, I began to draw places that showed up on the tv, I enjoyed my alone time, I just dread for the moment everyone leaves, I don't want them to leave... I'll get hurt... Like everyday, it's really nothing knew but... I don't want to be hurt, this was the one day I don't get beat and I screwed it all up!

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That is the end!

I hope you enjoyed

Stay fed and hydrated

Love y'all <3!

-MeM0ry

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