They Don't Know...|tubbo angst|

'.Chapter 23.'

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Omg- nearly 2k reads?! Do my eyes device me? Ekkkkkkk

Ehem-

Idk what I'm doing but I'm bored and need to distract myself cause I've already re watched gravity falls today and ya know- cant do it twice in one day cause it's kinda boring after that-

Anygays

TWs: swearing, abuse mentions, sw3w3rsl8d3 thoughts, alcohol mentions
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-tubbos POV-

Ya know how I said I was excited for the police?

Well

They did nothing

Absolutely nothing

They fucking suck!

I sighed as I watched them leave, I looked at my farther, who had just opened a new bottle of alcohol, I don't even think I should call him my farther anymore... A farther dosent abuse their kid. They for some reason angered me, just thinking that other people are living my dream!!! I tried suppressing the angry thoughts but they kept getting bigger and bigger until- I snapped, I kicked one of the flowerpots over, it smashed, my farther just looked... Shocked, I sent him an angry glare and stormed into my room, I slammed the door and immediately fell to the ground, I pressed my back against the door and pulled my knees to my chest, I just sighed

'*the world better off without me...*'
'*I should end it all already*'
'*my life's just full of people being pity, they don't care*'

I let out a silent scream and grabbed a pillow off my bed and threw it at the door (the Sims4 theme song thing started playing in my head when I was writing this-), I picked the pillow up again and threw it back into my bed, I fell back into my bed and looked up and the ceiling,

I can't take this anymore... I really can't... I'm sorry Lani... But I just- I just need to let go...

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Angst angst angst

Also I re-watched my favourite childhood movie, well one of my favourite childhood movies "rise of the guardians" it was made in 2012 and 4-6 year old me fucking loved it! I watched it a couple years after it was realised so yeahhhhh

Remember your valid and bye bye for now my rats

Word count:362
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